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Sep 16, 2004 18:59

man, i am so tired. i opened today at 5:30am. i got to leave at 9:30 though so that was cool.

let's see..what have i been up to ? well, the last couple of days i have pretty much been hibernating at jameson's house. just watching tv and hanging out. always good times. <3

yesterday i worked from 10am - 2:30pm and then me and some of the girls from work (including my manager, ugh) went to eat at johnny rockets. the service was not the kind of service i am used to (from my whole two previous visits there) and i was very disappointed. but the food was damn good. after that we went back to starbucks for a meeting. our manager just told us about a bunch of changes, some good, some not-so-good and that's about it. at the end of the meeting we had like half an hour to bitch and moan about doug. i didn't say anything about him because i feel bad but he really is a pain in the ass. everyone else said what i was thinking anyway.

oh yeah, i've decided that i need to get back to school asap. spring semester, i guess. i've been thinking about it the last couple of days and last night i was thinking that i don't want to work and go to school. i'm just too lazy. but this morning i had to scrub the sidewalk outside of starbucks and it was the final straw. i am so much better than that. i don't need to scrub the floor to make a living. i can do something with myself. so tomorrow i've tentatively made plans with myself, and quite possibly jameson, to pop into brooklyn college and see what's up. i give up on hunter. i'm not meant to go there. they can eat my shit. so let's see bk college. and imma look around at other cuny schools, i guess. but which ones?! i'm really scared about going back to school and even going to talk to them, but i have to do it. even though i am motherfuckin' scared shitless. what if i make the wrong decision and i'm unhappy or i don't make enough money to support myself or i just suck ? it's scary and i'm about to poop my pants here.

anyways, i believe the king of queens is on and i'm tired of sitting in this damn computer chair. i'm not used to sitting here for more than an hour anymore. my, how things have changed.
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