Oct 05, 2005 10:28
So I just finished printing out all of the things I should have finished last night. It was nice going to breakfast this morning though, instead of starting my day of with homework/classes like I usually do on MWF, it began with friends and a delicious omelete. Much more satisfying beginning to my long Wednesday. I have a contraband of bagels in my bag for DJ and I to partake in and fresh copies of my piece for Creative Writing this week for the class to critique that I believe doesn't altogether suck. I am incapable of writing short short stories. All of mine turn out being long stories pretending to be short stories. Oh well.
How has life been lately? It has been awkwardly pleasant. I feel like I have so much to do and so little free time that I am enjoying things before I have the time to complain about them. Mock Trial is going well, although I feel like it will probably turn me into a total basket case within the next two weeks or so.
I am soooo excited about having a party on the 14th. Blast from the Past is going to be awesome. I am so glad that I have so many creative and interesting friends. We'll just say that the costumes are going to either wow or offend the party attendees. Still don't know what I'm wearing, but I'm hoping to sort that out this weekend.
I am ready for my car to be fixed. My Dad called last night to report that they haven't started on it yet. The part is rumored to be arriving today, in which case the job should be finished by Friday or Saturday. I hope I hope. Not that I don't enjoy shacking up with the Will and the Gabe. I miss having my own space and sleeping in a bed that I can roll over in without falling off, but there is something about having someone around to talk to all the time, or bake cookies with, or eavesdrop on the creepy guy that lives at the end of the hall and leave him gifts of love and then run away. Not that I've ever done that before.
Dropping my Astronomy class has been a true blessing for me. I didn't even realize how much time it was eating up or how stressed out it was making me until it was gone. I finally have time to edit my writing before I turn it in, clean my room when it get's disgruntled, and call my parents when I miss them.
I think about puppies about eight times a day for prolonged periods of time. I feel like something is missing in my life, and this whole time I thought that it was money or success, but I've realized that it's been a puppy the whole time. I have it all planned out: what kind I'll get, what I will name him, how he'll curl up in my bed at night, where I will take him to play. Someday we will find each other... let that day not hesitate to find me.
I have a scene with kissing in my Acting class with a guy I've never met before. I'll just imagine I'm drunk downtown I guess.
When I go to take the second test in Philosophy it will oficially be the fifth time I've been in class. I think I am going to keep attendance to a minimum from now on. That number is getting a little high for me.
I've only skipped Acting once and there is no attendance policy.
I feel grand because I finally feel like I know where I am going in life, or at least what my next step should be. I have never felt so sure about law school in my entire life, or for that matter, sure about anything other that when I made the choice to come to UGA. I finally feel like my parents are confident in me and will support me in my decision to get there. (Not monetarily lol, you silly goose, just with their hearts) That is all I need right now. It feels like every day I become more and more convinced that love is all you really need. No kidding.
Love and a puppy.
Peace Out kids... until we meet again, let your days be filled with dreams and your nights be filled with a pleasant reality.