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eggghhhh. today really sucked. drove home from tonaskit :/
i was in a shitty mood all day and i felt sick as hell... had to drive for 4 hours.
so last night... me, shawna, josh & gurke went to the tonaskit barter fair. it took FOREVER to fucking get there. and...
shawna hit a deer. what a dumb bitch... haha <3
well not really head on, but like... it was walking across the road and she didnt stop in time so she like... hit his hip and probably paralyzed it :( :(
anyway, last night we finally get to the barter fair... all we hear as we pull up is loud music like bob marley or some shit... so we park, drink some sparks, go up to the drum circle and find people... everyone is pretty fucked up.. this girl gave me some of her wine that she bought at the barter fair and it was homemade and i got pretty drunk off a little bit. that was fun for a while then we... got some stuff, did some of that stuff, walked around a little bit more... and then passed out in shawnas car. which i wasnt expecting.. but it sucks sleeping in her car haha.
butttt yeah.
i'm leaving for arizona tomorrow at 8:15 am. i really... dont know. about arizona. or what i want to do. i like it better down there but i miss everyone up here so much. i just miss washington in general.
time to get over things (pretty much people). i dont know why i keep going back but it keeps fucking everything up so im going to control myself this time and realize everytime i do its a fucking mistake and its going to fuck everything up again. damn. i can doooo ittt. ive done it before, ill do it again. more fish in the sea... hah
peace
i was in a shitty mood all day and i felt sick as hell... had to drive for 4 hours.
so last night... me, shawna, josh & gurke went to the tonaskit barter fair. it took FOREVER to fucking get there. and...
shawna hit a deer. what a dumb bitch... haha <3
well not really head on, but like... it was walking across the road and she didnt stop in time so she like... hit his hip and probably paralyzed it :( :(
anyway, last night we finally get to the barter fair... all we hear as we pull up is loud music like bob marley or some shit... so we park, drink some sparks, go up to the drum circle and find people... everyone is pretty fucked up.. this girl gave me some of her wine that she bought at the barter fair and it was homemade and i got pretty drunk off a little bit. that was fun for a while then we... got some stuff, did some of that stuff, walked around a little bit more... and then passed out in shawnas car. which i wasnt expecting.. but it sucks sleeping in her car haha.
butttt yeah.
i'm leaving for arizona tomorrow at 8:15 am. i really... dont know. about arizona. or what i want to do. i like it better down there but i miss everyone up here so much. i just miss washington in general.
time to get over things (pretty much people). i dont know why i keep going back but it keeps fucking everything up so im going to control myself this time and realize everytime i do its a fucking mistake and its going to fuck everything up again. damn. i can doooo ittt. ive done it before, ill do it again. more fish in the sea... hah
peace