A Primal Right.
Title: A Primal Right.
Author: lovenhardt1
Banner:qafmaniac.
Word Count: ~58.000. This chapter 2.656
Pairing: Adam/Tommy (Werewolf).
Warnings: Sexual content, minor character death.
Rating: NC17
Disclaimers: The people you might recognize in here are NOT mine. I'm not making any profit, I'm only doing this for fun. There is no way this ever happened and so on. Oh…. And werewolves don’t exist either…. Sowry.
Beta:thrace_adams. Thank you sweetie for all your help, I love you so much for it! All your hard work made mine shine.
Type: Werewolf AU. Romance with just enough angst to make it good.
A/N: This fic is written for my dear friend dkymekare because she loves wolves above.
I had some really incredible cheerleaders on this fic!!! I love you all dearly! And I couldn’t have done it without you! So THANK YOU!!!
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Summary: You know that feeling of being in control? Of knowing what happens next? You’ve got it all worked out, knows it’ll be hard work but worth it. You’re so focused on carefully laid plans that you kinda forgot about you…. but then something or someone comes along and changes everything. Suddenly you’re not even in charge of your own heart anymore. Yeah. That’s what happened to me.
Sit down and let me tell you a story… you might want to put your legs up and get comfortable, we’ll be here for a while.
It all began a day I was letting my wolf have some fun in the woods…
Adam lifted me up and into his arms right after closing the front door behind us I most certainly did not squeal like a girl. “Shit! Adam, put me down. Not a fucking girl.”
He just held me tighter as he walked down the hallway in a direction I assumed was leading directly to the bedroom. I wasn’t disappointed when he shoved a door open with his toes and a king sized bed came into view. He dropped me on the bed and I landed with a huff. Adam followed me and covered my body with his own. I bucked up against him, letting my hands follow his strong back down to the curve of his ass.
“Well, you’re my bitch.” Adam laughed dark and predatory.
He pushed back up on his hands to stare at me. I had been hard since we left the damn clearing and was growing more desperate by the second and then he says something like that! I waited for a split second for my wolf to snarl and kill the mood completely but instead a shiver ran through me and my fucking traitorous voice trembled when I tried to taunt him. “Yeah? You think so?”
Adam took a hold of my throat, his fingers holding me firmly where he wanted me. The sound that escaped from my throat was most definitely not a whimper. He tipped my head and I let myself be guided into a hard and possessive kiss. Adam's lips were eager against mine, his tongue pushing hard into my mouth. I felt owned in the best way possible; my heart pounding so hard I thought it might bruise my chest. And yet I gave up any control and let him wipe me off my feet completely.
Adam pulled back just far enough so he could speak; his voice was soft and firm. “Know so.”
I fucking wanted to bare my throat to give it all up for him. So yeah, Adam’s bitch would be the right term.
“I want it to be now.” He said, locking our gazes together. There was a desperation in his voice that matched the desperation I felt except I had no fucking clue what he was talking about.
“What?”
For the first time I saw insecurity in his eyes and his possessive hold on my throat loosened. I instantly brought up a hand and caressed his face lovingly, urging him to go on.
“I want you to claim me tonight. I want us to mate Tommy; you said we could do it whenever right? We don’t need the moon to be full or anything do we?”
I shook my head and stared into his big blue eyes and realized that he was scared of rejection despite of our talk earlier.
“You’re serious? You know we have all the time in the world right?”
He surged down and caught my lips in a kiss so desperate that it wrecked me. When the kiss ended we were both panting and I had my legs hooked around him in an attempt to get enough leverage to rub up against him in earnest. I needed to get off so bad but Adam looked more determined than insecure now, so I guessed we were going to be talking first. My heart skipped a beat or two thinking about what might just happen here tonight. I don’t think I’ve ever wanted anything so damn much in my entire life.
“I’m serious. I want the wolves to know you belong to me. I want Trent to know.”
I went still and searched his eyes and compared what I saw to his scent. I didn’t want this to be about Trent or ownership or anything connected to jealousy. If we were gonna do this it had to be about us. Adam's gaze was open, letting me see what I needed and all I saw was love and the same need I knew was in mine.
“He already does.” I assured him quietly. “We can wait, there’s no rush.”
Adam sighed and began to push off me. “I want it Tommy! Don’t yo-”
I stopped him with a finger to his lips and held on to him with my other hand so he couldn’t pull away from me. “Yes. I. Do. So much it is killing me; I’m just trying not to force things. To give you an out?”
His eyes widened and he settled back in my embrace and took my lips in a deep and slow kiss. His warm breath ghosted over my lips when he whispered to me. “Don’t. I don’t need it, don’t want it. Let’s do this.”
We looked at each other for a long moment and I nodded slowly, not quite able to wrap my head around it. This was really happening he would be mine and mine alone. Tonight!
Adam pulled off his shirt and began working on getting mine off too. I helped him eager to feel his skin against mine. We kept undressing each other until we were naked and Adam pushed me back onto the mattress again. I got lost looking at the perfection he was to me and he rewarded me with a smirk.
“See something you like Tommy Joe?”
I shook my head, “No, I see someone I love.”
The smirk disappeared and made room for a soft and tender smile that made me want to bask in his love forever.
“You little shit, you just had to mess with me didn’t you?” his voice was hoarse and so emotional that I wanted to wrap him in my love and keep him safe for an eternity.
He crawled back in between my legs. I let my fingers dig into his shoulders before scratching their way down his back, trailing along the soft flesh of his lower back before continuing lower. He was sighing softly without that urgency that had been present earlier. I guess we'd both cooled down as we talked but the small noises he made grew into groans, and damn it if I didn't want to do my best to pull more of those noises from him.
He kissed his way down my jaw and I bared my neck to him as if he was the one claiming me tonight. Adam sucked up a mark before soothing my skin with his tongue. The fire returned full force and I melted under him going completely pliant.
“So beautiful for me,” he whispered between kisses.
Adam‘s hips thrusted against mine and his strong thighs flexed between my legs making me spread them wantonly. His hands skated over my belly, past my hips and further down the front of my thighs, carefully avoiding my throbbing cock. Our breaths were starting to become shallow when Adam reached across the bed and found a tube of lube in the drawer of the bedside table. He opened the cap and squeezed a generous amount of lube onto his fingers. Warming it up a little in his hands, he kissed me softly before slipping between my legs to circle around my hole.
Two fingers found their way inside, quick and easy. I let my head fall back and moaned, my back arching as Adam's fingers twisted inside me, preparing me. Before I could catch my breath, Adam's fingers were gone, and I let him manhandle me into the position he wanted, lifted up by his strong hands. With my legs around his waist, Adam's cock slid into me easily, and I surged upwards to kiss him open mouthed and needy, my hands roaming his chest. We moved together slowly, rocking back and forth.
“Mine.” Adam whispered, staring into my eyes.
“Yours.” I whispered back.
His eyes went even darker. He bent down and cupped my face with his hands and kissed me deeply until I was dizzy with it.
“Make me yours; claim me while I’m buried deep inside you.”
It wasn’t a plea, not at all, it was a quiet demand and my wolf begged to do as told.
I whimpered and let the wolf surge forward enough to let my canine teeth to appear. The wolf didn’t even fight to get out, it was so content and happy when Adam turned his head to bare his throat. It was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen. I licked the tendon stretched in front of me and sniffed him, reveling in the scent that was pure Adam and the nervous pulse working just under his skin.
“Come on, don’t tease me.” He cried out.
I closed my eyes and let instinct take over. My teeth broke his skin and sunk into his soft flesh. Adam pushed down against me, his back arching. I felt his arousal and devastating need only this time it seemed even more intense because of the link being created by our blood.
I felt nothing but him. Instantly my blood heated and boiled under my skin, I felt the magic of our mating take over and start to bind our bodies and souls together. I realized I had never really known what home was before.
“Hurts…..hurts so good. Oh God Tommy.”
Adam moaned and one of his hands curled around my neck and tightened, his fingers digging into my skin. Adam's body was trapping my cock between our sweat slicked bodies as he sped up his movements. I licked the wound and let it close, leaving only red and swollen scars. I could feel that Adam was close; his soft moans had turned into deep groans, his hips snapping up against my ass, hard and needy.
My own orgasm hit and sent me tumbling over the edge. I came hard, but not fast at all, spilling out my seed, making a hot, wet mess between our bodies. Adam followed seconds later fucking us both through it with lazy thrusts before collapsing on me.
“Can’t move, wanna stay here forever.” He mumbled against my neck.
I let out an approving sound and stared at the marks on his neck in awe letting my fingers trail over the pattern of my teeth. He was really mine now, nobody or anything could ever take that away from us.
“You’re loving that aren’t you? Seeing your claim on me?”
Too emotional to actually be able to use my voice I just nodded. “I love that it's there.” Was whispered back at me.
He rolled off me and I curled up against him. For a while we just laid there exchanging small caresses and lazy but thorough kisses, basking in our love and our afterglow.
I was almost asleep when Adam began to speak, his voice soft and filled with awe.
“I can feel you,” Adam put his hand on my heart. “In here! Such a strange feeling but I already love it. You really are a part of me now.”
“Yeah I know.” I whispered softly and put a hand over his heart too.
“And I think I can….”
“What?”
“I think… nothing…. you’ll think I’m silly.” He sighed heavily and shook his head.
“No I won’t.”
“I think my senses - I think maybe you passed on some of your wolf senses to me. I, Um, I can smell you on me.”
“Yeah?”
“Yeah and I don’t mean, you know, the sex. But you. And I swear I can feel? Or maybe hear? Your heartbeat without touching you.”
“I like that. I like that very much.” I pressed a soft kiss to his chest and ran my fingers through the soft hair there.
“Me too.”
**
I woke up the next morning with the new feeling of our mating throbbing in my veins. The knowledge of being loved and owned in that way made a slow satisfied smile spread across my face as I felt Adam’s eyes on me. I blinked and cringed a little when the sun hurt my eyes. Adam trailed a finger from my forehead down my cheek and over my lips in a feathery light touch and I let out a little happy and content sigh. Adam echoed it.
“I knew you were waking up before you even stirred. I wonder if it is only this close I can feel things like that.”
I snuggled a little closer, letting the warmth of Adam’s body wrap around me. I looked up into his eyes and he brushed the hair that fell into my eyes out of the way.
“I don’t know….. I didn’t expect this.” I said softly.
“You didn’t know this would happen?”
“No. I told you that a mating between a human and a Were doesn’t happen that often. And you and I aren’t exactly text book material are we?”
I wondered why Adam was feeling the way he did and though maybe I might have started a wolf change in him unknowingly. Adam ended my train of thoughts, when he tilted my face up a bit and pressed a soft lingering kiss to my forehead.
“How far away can you feel me?” he asked.
“Now? I don’t know…but before?..... Um, I felt your presence before our driveway.”
He looked surprised and I had to remind myself that there were so many things we hadn’t had the time to talk about yet. We had only known each other a little over a week even though it felt like we'd loved each other forever.
“That’s pretty awesome. I hope I get to feel the same way soon; I love the idea of that.” I heard the quiet demand in that statement, and I had to fight my wolf to ignore it. I won that round.
“Yeah it is pretty rad, until you can’t keep your feelings to yourself and everyone else can smell your emotions on you and read you like an open book.”
My thoughts wandered to Trent and the way he stared out the window trying to block out my longing for Adam when I couldn’t contain it.
Adam snorted. “You do know they just have to look at your face right? You can’t hide your feelings even when you try. Your eyes betray you every time. Even as a wolf. You rolled your eyes at me in the clearing for Christ's sake even though I’m pretty sure you wanted me to think you didn’t understand me. And right now you’re thinking that you would love to shield your feelings so that you won't hurt Trent so much.”
I groaned and hid my face for a minute before gazing up at him again. “Shut up. You’re good at it though. I’m very lucky that I can smell your feelings on you.”
“Yeah? So what am I feeling right now?” He raised a brow daringly and I chuckled.
“You were a little annoyed that I thought about Trent but decided that it wasn’t important. Which means you’re happy, peaceful even, lazy as fuck and slightly aroused because I’m this close.” I wiggled a little pulling an appreciative sound from him. But you’re also hungry so I think we better get our asses out of bed and get some breakfast.”
“Wow. All that from the way I smell?” He looked at me in awe and I had to get out of the bed, breakfast was much needed after our mating and he really was hungry. I stretched out a hand for him when I got on my feet and smiled wickedly at him.
“Nope. You can never rely on just one sense. Come on big boy, let's go see what’s in that kitchen of yours.”
Adam took my outstretched hand and tugged me into bed again and kissed me deeply before letting go and a new much more raw hunger demanded attention.
“You’re going to be so disappointed. Not much wolf food there, not one single bacon slice in sight. Better stay here.” He mumbled between kisses. And we did, damn the hold he’s got on me.
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