grr!

Jun 17, 2004 15:16

So my life officially sucks ass!!

I know that I told everyone that I had $1000 saved up to buy a car and that I would probably use that to pay for school. I also had about $700 on my credit card that I could use too. That would leave only $1100 that I would need from my parents to finish off last semester's bill. I was wrong. I still have the credit card, but the rest is gone. When my $1000 check came in the mail, my mom was supposed to put it into my savings account... she didn't. She used it to pay some of HER bills. And she just spent 5000 bucks to get a tummy tuck because she thought she was fat. So now not only does she not have the $1000 to pay me back, but my parents don't have enough money to pay the rest either. Now at first I thought, everything will be okay because I have the whole summer to pay the bill. BUT! Unless I pay it all by June 30th (which is less than 2 weeks away) I will lose my housing spot in Henry. Not that I can't some back to Western, but I'm not sure I will have a place to live! I still haven't found a job and I have been looking for almost 2 months. I just don't know what to do anymore. If anyone knows a way that I can make money fast... PLEASE LET ME KNOW!!

I really think that my mother is the reason that I'm broke. Not that it's her fault that I haven't yet found a job, but she spends MY money. See, her name is on my savings account so she can access it whenever she wants. Last summer, she gave my savings to her "friend". A guy that I hate beyond words, some drunk that she let live with us even though he was the biggest jerk I've ever met and called everyone names all the time. At Christmas time, she cashed a scholarship check that I had gotten and spent it, I think on my own Christmas presents. And now, she used it to pay her bills. So she doesn't have enough of her own money to spend but she has enough to pay $5000 for a completely unnecessary surgery? Why is it that I was blessed with such a selfish and greedy person for a mother? I love her because she is my mother, but I greatly dislike her at the same time.

Well, that's all folks! lata!
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