Dec 01, 2006 00:40
about the way i feel inside.
repetitive.shallow.hollow.broken.torn.cautiously awaiting the next letdown. under-eating and over-thinking. hopeless.
i want a constant smile. faith restored.and scars healed.my restless nature is becoming a burden. sleepless nights and days that seem too long inspire the melodies i cant quite put on paper. caught between my teeth. behind my lips. muddled sounds. how can thrown away memories haunt me. stars flicker and fade away into the endless sky. i look around for clear signs. but theyre never there.break me. just so i can fix myself again.or waste away.i miss nothing. and everything. at the same time.friday im in love.
sometimes.