so its officially my birthday. as of and hour ago anyways. i was supposed to go hang out with some friends and see a really awesome band play, but decided to rest up for monday night. i got home from houston,tx and took a much needed nap. i cant even explain how amazing the tbs//angels&airwaves//head automatica show was saturday night. angels and airwaves stole my heart. tom pretty much made me tear up and get goosebumps at one point in the night. i needed to hear everything he had to say. and i felt like he was talking directly to me. lifechanging. srsly.
im still in a slump it seems. but things are getting better. i have amazing friends who never fail to love me and help me when i fall down. the next few months can go one of two ways...
a.) ill be touring with 5 of my favorite boys evurrrrr selling merch//being the ''mom''//learning to play guitar [[haha]] and most of all getting the touring experience i need.
b.) still in baton rouge helping some other local bands. getting experience with booking//promotions. & [[fingers crossed]]starting work on a kick ass new project where ill get to do some reviews//photography//whatever else they need.
my parents are paying my car note until it sells. since april when i was forced to quit my other job, ive been struggling a lot. so im getting my old car back and driving it. im bummed because my jetta is special[[i bought it myself]] and i hate to get rid of it. but paying a car note wont be possible if//WHEN i move.
right now, things are a mess.and i think ill make it.my friend wrote an amazing song and sent the rough recording to me.
he's one of said 5 guys and so talented. and i almost feel like he wrote it for me. maybe not. but its fitting.
no its not like you, to do things that you will-- regret, is so immoral is it possible just to forget correct posture- for once in your life just live
dont you wake up if you feel alone,
you put yourself through so much pain, why dont you break your bones.
you know-do what the doctor says... im afraid of going under
you dont understand why im afraid
thats what youd probably say.
is it even really hard taking advice from the other strangers---scared of going under
dont you wake up if you feel alone,
you put yourself through so much pain, why dont you break your bones.
you know-do what the doctor says... you wont be so depressed
dont wake up if you feel alone.
you put yourself through so much pain, why dont you break your bones.
you know-do what the doctor says... you wont be so depressed
cos’ everyone behind you is waiting.
anyways, i should rest up for the crazy week i have ahead of me.
today-birthdayyyyyyyy.dinner//out with friends.
tuesday night- work
wednesday-work. maybe hangs with friends after work.
thursday afternoon-work.hangs with joledo as he passes through town[[ilovethiskid]]. thursday night-city sleeps.makeshifte.glass intrepid.
friday afternoon-work. friday night-meriwether acoustic
saturday- either meriwether[[full band]] or Another Big Machine.
lots of shows make me the happiest girl.
i hope everyone has a great week. hugsssssssss[[xxoo]]
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