so let me go..
i was happy today. in a good mood. and then, suddenly, i feel alone and left out. not a good feeling at all.
for the past 2 days, every time i try to take a deep breath, i feel like my chest is being squeezed. it hurts. last night, after being asleep for about 45 mins, i woke up with a start and my entire body felt like knifes were slicing through it. i tried to get up and it almost killed me! AH! i took some tylenol arthritis stuff and some nyquil to sleep and took a hot, hot bath. it helped only slightly but after about 45 mins i fell asleep. my legs were killing me this morning and my feet and hands are swollen soooo bad. i had to wear my flip flops. i need to take my rings off but i can't get them over my knuckles. eek.
in other news, jay called me tonight. we're all set for lunch on sunday. i pray i don't cry! note to self: bring a lot of kleenex!
for the past 2 days, every time i try to take a deep breath, i feel like my chest is being squeezed. it hurts. last night, after being asleep for about 45 mins, i woke up with a start and my entire body felt like knifes were slicing through it. i tried to get up and it almost killed me! AH! i took some tylenol arthritis stuff and some nyquil to sleep and took a hot, hot bath. it helped only slightly but after about 45 mins i fell asleep. my legs were killing me this morning and my feet and hands are swollen soooo bad. i had to wear my flip flops. i need to take my rings off but i can't get them over my knuckles. eek.
in other news, jay called me tonight. we're all set for lunch on sunday. i pray i don't cry! note to self: bring a lot of kleenex!