it sounds more like a lament or a plea

[lovenathan]

please, for once. its been since december and now its novemember and it is comeing back to me. happiness. i haven't gotten bored. i feel need instead of want. so strange. so unlike me.

what is this towering down upon me, implosion? tisk. happiness.

"nor, do i like the childeren's voices. It almost seems like it should be the intro for a murder scene."

" if anyone asks, i am yours and you are mine."