Do I Party Too Much?
So I went to the Polk Theatre tonight and saw Coffee and Cigarettes with Mike. While I was there I saw Lacey. She hung out with us and we went to Starbucks and ended up going to Erics to chill with some people from high school. It was lots of fun I actually saw Rachel who Ive been DYING to hang out with for so long and we traded numbers so im for sure gonna visit her. Dude..i pissed Ben Badcock off..yea..it made me feel so good..that dude was such a dick to me in high school..it was great to have the tables turned. O man yea that was definitely fun...ive gotta chill with them more often.
So anyways im going to get to my point of this entry. Eric was telling me how he ran into my mom at Publix and she mentioned to him that I'm crazy up in tally and that I party too much. This kinda hurt me because my brother has ALWAYS been a huge party guy and prolly got drunk every night in college but for some reason my mom felt that I partied too much. I feel as if ive disappointed my mom and that she sees me as a bigger partier than my brother and Ive tried my hardest to make sure that I dont ever turn into him. Ive never respected my brothers lifestyle and to hear my mom say "Youre turning into your brother" and hear that she thinks I party too much is really upsetting me. I dont party a lot do i? I mean...whens the last time I really got drunk? I hardly ever drink and when I do I make sure I watch how much a drink and jus because I go to parties doesnt mean that I have to drink there. I have hung out at parties with you guys plenty of times and didnt drink. Does my mom think thats bad too? Does she just hate the fact that I hang out at parties even if im not drinking? I dont even think I do that alot. This has got me so freaked guys. I feel like im letting my mom down and thats probably the worst feeling I could ever have.
So anyways im going to get to my point of this entry. Eric was telling me how he ran into my mom at Publix and she mentioned to him that I'm crazy up in tally and that I party too much. This kinda hurt me because my brother has ALWAYS been a huge party guy and prolly got drunk every night in college but for some reason my mom felt that I partied too much. I feel as if ive disappointed my mom and that she sees me as a bigger partier than my brother and Ive tried my hardest to make sure that I dont ever turn into him. Ive never respected my brothers lifestyle and to hear my mom say "Youre turning into your brother" and hear that she thinks I party too much is really upsetting me. I dont party a lot do i? I mean...whens the last time I really got drunk? I hardly ever drink and when I do I make sure I watch how much a drink and jus because I go to parties doesnt mean that I have to drink there. I have hung out at parties with you guys plenty of times and didnt drink. Does my mom think thats bad too? Does she just hate the fact that I hang out at parties even if im not drinking? I dont even think I do that alot. This has got me so freaked guys. I feel like im letting my mom down and thats probably the worst feeling I could ever have.