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when days go wrong. i mean weeks go wrong they really go wrong.
every night except that night i've cried.
this is a hard week and hopefully it will get better either by tonight or by the next night.
i hate these feelings.
i need to be around jess.
i shouoldnt have eaten lunch in my room. i should go get some sun. My SAD (Seaonal Anxiety Disorder) will kick in otherwise.
no one cares.
eff all of this.,
i hate it.,
this isnt a happy entry.
maybe i am "hostile" and "negative"
lol
FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
i hate this week.
mom, i need a hug.
every night except that night i've cried.
this is a hard week and hopefully it will get better either by tonight or by the next night.
i hate these feelings.
i need to be around jess.
i shouoldnt have eaten lunch in my room. i should go get some sun. My SAD (Seaonal Anxiety Disorder) will kick in otherwise.
no one cares.
eff all of this.,
i hate it.,
this isnt a happy entry.
maybe i am "hostile" and "negative"
lol
FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
i hate this week.
mom, i need a hug.