Sucker BuFu

[lovemycarz]

Doesn't it seem like everybody is getting sucker bufu-ed? Well, I guess it has to happen that way. People don't get into their top choices and have to settle for a school they don't want to be at less. Some on the other hand do get into their schools, and that's good for them. I am happy for you. For all of you that didn't get into the school(s) you wanted to attend, things will get better and you'll be just as successful. Although I'm very jealous of everybody elses success but mine in the college process, I am rather pleased about just leaving my home and high school as well. The only down part is that I won't be spending the summer with Julie and that sucks big time. I can't believe we split a month from our two year also. We'll be friends, but it'll never be the same, and that sucks big time. So many things you can't do and we're just gonna be talking on the phone and in school. We aren't going to hang out. I know that. We're just going to go our separate ways. But, I suppose it was supposed to happen. I just feel really sad right now. It's weird when you sit next to your ex in every class you have together. It feels really weird. And it sucks that I can't touch her or kiss her or anything. Oh yeah, and if you don't like that I'm just sobbing over this, two things. 1) We just broke up two days ago. 2) GO FUCK YOURSELF ASSHOLE. I wish my friends would be more receptive to my feelings. Sounds weird. But nobody brings it up which is good in many ways, but I have nobody to talk to about it. At the days end I talk to Julie on the phone about it...but that's also weird. The meds are definitely helping though. I would be a lot worse if I didn't have them.

Oh yeah!!! Dennis Farina looked at our house!!! (We have it for sale). We got an autograph as well!!! If you don't know DENNIS FARINA, he was Bones in Get Shorty, was in Snatch, Saving Private Ryan, and others. He's a badass.