WTF
Suddenly I realized I need to just jot this down somewhere, cause I dunno why, it's been in my head. My ex-girlfriend, who I cannot seem to get over (it's gotten much much much much better, but there's still a little something, and upon much pondering, I dunno why) is going out with this guy who is gonna be a senior in high school. It's a laughable situation in that she's going out with a younger guy, but I'm really surprised as to how fast she seems to have gotten somebody, and been able to lie to me for the past couple months. When we split, we both had feelings for each other, but then when I tried to get back together (why waste those feelings), I got the reply that she is not ready for a boyfriend. Even three weeks ago she said that. But, for the last two weeks, she has been going out with this guy. Two things are bothering me about it I guess. 1) She lied to me like that. 2) She's able to just toss any "feelings/love" that she claimed to have so quickly b/c she doesn't want a boyfriend right now. Ironic isn't it. All I can say is BITCH. It's mean. I realized that there was no real love, and that we were disillusioned, but it was a great emotional investment, and it seems to have just been tossed, kicked, and bufu-ed immediately. As Kurt Vonnegut says though: So it goes.