because i've cried my last tear, becuase this is my freakin' yearrrrr.
i really don't know why i write in this anymore... anyway, it's been three weeks, and i'm feeling better. :) i think i just miss having the company, and someone to always be there reguardless. i guess i dont want to fully let it go, cuase i really don't want to be without my best friend, which he really is. but i'm getting over it and that's a good thing, so i'll try not to think about it too much, and just be able to have fun and be singleeee. ;)