halloween and i think im going crazy
today is halloween.
halloween.
halloween.
what a weird day for love isnt it? i guess i can call it love. or like. whatever.
i hate calling things love.
such big word.
anyway. my bestfriend threw a halloween costume party since her birthday is about a week from today. it was really fun you knoww...
her house was SERIOUSLY pakced. lots of people we had no idea existed were there xD i met lots of people buuuuuuuut some incident caused her to end her bday celebration early.
the guy that i talked about in my other post was there[ill be referring to him as guy 1 from now on]. well ever since that day i talked about in my other post, we didnt really talk so i was like watever about the whole situation.
but then today. i was talking with a friend of my friend from this one school -_-;; he's really nice. he knows how to talk and stuff... things went from here to there and then suddenly we were dancing. maaaybbbbbbbeee it was the sweets or a bit of some drink but i went a bit craaazy there. like I WOULD NEVER EVER EVER DO THOSE THINGS IF MY HEAD WAS SANE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but yes.. i dance DANCED with the guy. *sigh* its so not me. but that's not the point here.
all of a sudden guy 1 comes and pulls me away from guy 2 and then punches were thrown and i ended up going home early. it was fucking crazy. likeeeeeeeeeeeee things happened so fast and i just stood there while my other guy friends pulled those two apart. guy 1 just left after that and he didn't even say anything. guy 2 stayed. i just left.
wtf was that?
it sounds like a fucking drama like for real.
this is too much for me.
i dont wanna handle this right now.
fuck all that.
i hate drama.
i know she said its not my fault but i just want to say im sorry to my friend again.
i'm sorry for doing this to her birthday.
i love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu !!! T_T