today and stupid "love" life.
anyway todaayyy i was with this guy (and a group of other people)
i thought he didnt know who i was because he hands out with different people and i dont talk to people unless they talk to me first (: ahaha yahh... im that bitchy type :) xD
we had classes together before but we never talked to each other;;; i thought he was cute at first actually but snobbyy ^^;;
but then he was with me today.... like i said... and he was walking behind me then he just suddenly yelled out my name.
i turned around and for some reason i started blushing.
and his kind-self pointed that out too.
the moment i looked at him, he was like "heeyyy you're blushing. why are you blushing huh?"
WHAT THE HEEELL?!?!?! HOW WAS I SUPPOSED to act WHEN I THOUGHT HE DIDNT KNOW WHO I WAS !
anywayyy he just started acting like we knew each other so i went a long with it.
and in the middle of what we were doing (we were at this center for community service and we were helping out at the activities area), there was this thing i had to do but i couldn't do it because getting it = hard to reach/heavy/ but not too much for a girl to do. and then he popped up behind me and he was like "hey can you reach it? i'll get it for you if you want."
i told him that ill do it. when it was over, i wennt home with my friend and she got mad at me and said "dumbass !i swear i feel bad for the guys that likes you you dense little asian ! and you're supposed to be smart too"
apparently, this guy is one of the cutest guys in our academy and apparently pretty much everyone likes him and honestly, i can see whyy cuz he is cute but yahhh...
i told them their only saying that cuz he's korean and japanese.
and then they got mad at me again and said that he's not even asianized (that's the kind of boys they tend to go after xD lol taking fangirling to that level (: ah my friends xD)
he really isnt. he's really white washed -___- cant speak his language, skater friends, he reminds me of that korean dude on twilight. lol xD
idk, its not like im not interested in relationships. but i guess i dont wanna 'play around'. like i feel like the whole thing is childish for now and idk... i guess im waiting for the right guy to take the initiative. and idk... everything's very blah to me.
and honestly, i dont have the time. school is here. you know idk.. i guess i want a boyfriend but at the same time i dont see the point for it yet...
*sigh* something's wrong with my girl brain.
i know im stupid -_- :3