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Sometimes I like to sit outside and think. I think about how the day went, how it could have went, and how it should have went. I realize that I'm sometimes self-absorbed. I do tend to put myself before others. But then if I didn't, would I be a doormat to people? I wish I could find a happy medium...but then I started thinking, what if there isn't such thing as a happy medium?
So what if I didn't talk to you today? It doesn't mean I'm mad at you. It means I have nothing to say. I don't know. Maybe I'm crazy. Maybe I'm depressed. I don't know.
I don't really want to talk to anyone right now. I am though. Lately [no offense to anyone, and this is in general] I've felt it to be a burden to talk to anyone. Unless it's about me. I'm selfish. But I don't know. I really don't.
Things are changing for all of us. We're growing up. That's pretty much my only excuse for all of this.
And yes...I'm starting to really like The Used.
P.S.
If anyone decides to join in the little tiff I'm in right now, you can forget it. You're not welcome, and it's none of your business. So don't even try to say anything to me, for it will be ignored. Kthnxbye.
So what if I didn't talk to you today? It doesn't mean I'm mad at you. It means I have nothing to say. I don't know. Maybe I'm crazy. Maybe I'm depressed. I don't know.
I don't really want to talk to anyone right now. I am though. Lately [no offense to anyone, and this is in general] I've felt it to be a burden to talk to anyone. Unless it's about me. I'm selfish. But I don't know. I really don't.
Things are changing for all of us. We're growing up. That's pretty much my only excuse for all of this.
And yes...I'm starting to really like The Used.
P.S.
If anyone decides to join in the little tiff I'm in right now, you can forget it. You're not welcome, and it's none of your business. So don't even try to say anything to me, for it will be ignored. Kthnxbye.