What about me?
Someone said I sounded like Raven, kudos to them for watching wrestling..BUT, I gotta wonder, is that a compliment? I mean sure Raven is a very intelligent person, but he whines a lot too, do I ask "What about me?" too much?
Its snowing outside, and not one kid is playing in it. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THESE KIDS???!?!?! I woulda been out there with my G.I. Joes and my cousin and brother and we'd been having a good ol time. Ah, kids today.
To the person who said I contradicted myself, let me explain...
Beth gives A LOT, but its not at the level I want her to give. The little things she gives, means so much because they are so hard for her to give, and I appreciate her giving, but what I really want is for her to give it all, thats just going to take time.
I was a jerk last night too, when I found out she read part of my journal and had decided not to read it but rather my post in several communities asking for advice, I was offended and annoyed at the rare luck she would go there, then.
I'm pretty sure I was cursed some many years ago, I just didn't know it. I am the absolute epitome of Murphy's law.
Someday maybe I'll post a pic in here.
Hmm, what else to talk about...Oh lets see...
I will do a year in review soon, when I find the time.
I have another big emotional post, but its actually not love life related. (imagine that)
As well, I have a weird twitching in my right eye. Whats all that about? Signs of something big? Just a nervous twitch? Will it go away or get worse? Its not constant, but I know it does deal with stress on some level.
Yea thats it, off to play in the snow.....
Its snowing outside, and not one kid is playing in it. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THESE KIDS???!?!?! I woulda been out there with my G.I. Joes and my cousin and brother and we'd been having a good ol time. Ah, kids today.
To the person who said I contradicted myself, let me explain...
Beth gives A LOT, but its not at the level I want her to give. The little things she gives, means so much because they are so hard for her to give, and I appreciate her giving, but what I really want is for her to give it all, thats just going to take time.
I was a jerk last night too, when I found out she read part of my journal and had decided not to read it but rather my post in several communities asking for advice, I was offended and annoyed at the rare luck she would go there, then.
I'm pretty sure I was cursed some many years ago, I just didn't know it. I am the absolute epitome of Murphy's law.
Someday maybe I'll post a pic in here.
Hmm, what else to talk about...Oh lets see...
I will do a year in review soon, when I find the time.
I have another big emotional post, but its actually not love life related. (imagine that)
As well, I have a weird twitching in my right eye. Whats all that about? Signs of something big? Just a nervous twitch? Will it go away or get worse? Its not constant, but I know it does deal with stress on some level.
Yea thats it, off to play in the snow.....