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i hate that everything feels wrong. what a gross feeling. and i'm trying so hard to make it go away but no matter how hard i try it always finds its way back. just over a week left, then it can only get better, i just need a restart button. a do-over, a fix it manual. something that i can physically do for myself. i love how everyone who knows how i feel wants to help so bad but the only person i wish cared doesn't seem to care at all, that shit hurts. wtf mate? lol what a sad entry. i don't do sad entries. so just pretend this isn't me, because i feel like i haven't been me for awhile now. i can't wait to be me again, just over a week left and then i'll really know, i'll really get to be me.