Curiosity killed the cat or my relationship

Jan 10, 2005 20:11

So I did some detective work on Mike this is what I found.

*hug*
you're almost there. if you just hold on until we get you to vegas.

then we can see each other all the time. :)

almost there.

This is what he wrote to the girl who he "was in love with" before dating me, apparantly she is him in girl form. He wrote this like two days ago. I feel like hes cheating on me. That probably sounds ridiculous but its Mike and he is ridicoulous. Im so.. angry. I feel like breaking up with him. I really do. I dont meet random boys online and try to meet them and talk about huging them. Thats horrible I would never do that to Mike.

Loyal? Loyal to who? Me or Zadria? Zadria...

Am I over reacting I feel so lied to. So used. Cheated on. Mike sucks at life. He doesnt deserve me. I am smart cute talented. I deserve more. I want more if he cant give me what I want then its probably time to move on. Screw him and is feelings. What about mine? Yes the selfish bitch is coming out but only because of his stupidity. I hope he cries when he realizes I dont need him that I want more that im leaving him. I hope he cries a river.

Damn him.

Damn me for loving him.

God...... Help me find someone right for me please... love is so important to me help me to stop picking losers.

I need a winner... I want a winner.... I would make him so happy.... I wanna make him happy.
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