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i went to six flags today!
it was alright..
kinda sucked cause ashleey was mad at me all day..
i felt like a shitty friend the entire day.
just because i was way to scared to ride the stuff.
i feel like i havent lived life at all because i havent rode a fucking rollercoaster
and im the only person in the world who hasnt.
its like, i saw these LITTLE KIDS getting on and i had to walk right past them to get tot he other side to wait for ashleey to get off.
i just felt like shit.
i loved the park, i could have spent hours and hours there, and well we did but i would have stayed for a lot longer just to see everything.
it was an amazing expierence.
my mom even told me i was "a stick in the mud"
i ruined everybodys day, even ashleeys mom.
"we shoulda came without them"
i just felt so stupid and lame.
but now that i think about it, i had a lot of fun.
and im very suprized that i even rode ONE.
so im proud of MYSELF
we then came home at about 7
got back to ashleeys house at about 9
i called adam and he asked me to come over
so i went over there at like 10..
the thing i love about hanging out with him
is everything just feels so right.
and i can never feel stupid around him
we are so comfortable around each other
its like nobody else even exists.
i think i'm finally over the "i need to be with you to be happy" stage.
now its the "i need you in my life any way possible to be happy" stage.
and i think this is a stage that will be lasting for a long time.
it was alright..
kinda sucked cause ashleey was mad at me all day..
i felt like a shitty friend the entire day.
just because i was way to scared to ride the stuff.
i feel like i havent lived life at all because i havent rode a fucking rollercoaster
and im the only person in the world who hasnt.
its like, i saw these LITTLE KIDS getting on and i had to walk right past them to get tot he other side to wait for ashleey to get off.
i just felt like shit.
i loved the park, i could have spent hours and hours there, and well we did but i would have stayed for a lot longer just to see everything.
it was an amazing expierence.
my mom even told me i was "a stick in the mud"
i ruined everybodys day, even ashleeys mom.
"we shoulda came without them"
i just felt so stupid and lame.
but now that i think about it, i had a lot of fun.
and im very suprized that i even rode ONE.
so im proud of MYSELF
we then came home at about 7
got back to ashleeys house at about 9
i called adam and he asked me to come over
so i went over there at like 10..
the thing i love about hanging out with him
is everything just feels so right.
and i can never feel stupid around him
we are so comfortable around each other
its like nobody else even exists.
i think i'm finally over the "i need to be with you to be happy" stage.
now its the "i need you in my life any way possible to be happy" stage.
and i think this is a stage that will be lasting for a long time.