Sep 03, 2005 14:11
Isn't it funny how much your life can change in such a short period of time? You set yourself on paths that you think will ultimately lead you to happiness, or at least success. But in an instant, everything is torn down. Your plans become useless and your future quite uncertain, you are left with questions that have no comforting answers. I am lost and feeling hopeless.
The relevance of my very existence seems farfetched.
My life is a catastrophe.
I wish I were dead.
This is pointless because I have nothing meaningful to say, only complaints.
It just gets to a point when you're tired of being kicked around, tired of taking the blows.
I wish I were stronger, more courageous.
I used to think that I was something good and genuine.
But it is revealed that I only wanted people to see me that way.
What a waste of 24 years.
I would be sad and heartbroken if I gave a damn anymore. I don't.
Just let me slip away.