Jan 20, 2010 20:55
I've been feeling down lately.
Blame the post-holiday blues, and post-breakup blues, and of course the ever-present howtheheckdidIgetsoold blues.
Today I tidied up my place, hard out. Put all my unfiled papers away, wiped all my floors, folded all my laundry, changed the sheets. Throwing things away always makes me feel better.
Been listening to emo songs, they stir up a lot of emotions. Things like Dido's Grafton Street and Amy Winehouse's You know I'm no good and The Script's The man who can't be moved.
Lost my appetite again, but I think the weather may also be to blame for this. It's so goddamn hot I just wander around in my flat in my underwear with all the windows and doors flung open. Oops.
I've been pouring myself into my work.
I've been daydreaming about a life more exciting than this.
I've been talking to family and friends about nothing important for hours on end.
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I still can't believe you found somebody new
But I wish you the best
I guess