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So we have been at the ASAA state Championship basketball tournament for 5 days we have 2 more to go. Justin's team played Noatak CIA won. I predict that his guys take 3rd. I also predicted the CIA girls will take third. I mean I do want them to get first I just dont know if they will.
It has been fun. Student leaders were set up so we have very little responsibility. Being here is a good distraction. But I still hate all of this. I am just sick and tired of this. I want so badly for it to pass.
I am going to be going on Choir tour with ACC this summer. a month of traveling the midwest. Wisconsin, Min, Missouri and Rockford. It's not Ill. it's just Rockford. It'll be fun. 2 of my favorite students are going on tour. The thing is, though, that Laura picked me because she is leaving acc and Carolyn is leaving also. so she picked me to go because I will be around next year upon returning from tour. which I dont know if i am. I am not planning on leaving but I dont know if I am staying either. and I dont want to be stuck just because of tour. but what I really dont want is to let them down. I dont want anyone to think 'well erin was picked because she is sticking around and now she is up and leaving"
I am torn I just need to talk with laura and tell her to not make the decision based on that. I do really want to go but I dont want that to be the deciding factor...i guess even if if means that she doesnt pick me. which would suck but I feel it would be more honest on my part.
It has been fun. Student leaders were set up so we have very little responsibility. Being here is a good distraction. But I still hate all of this. I am just sick and tired of this. I want so badly for it to pass.
I am going to be going on Choir tour with ACC this summer. a month of traveling the midwest. Wisconsin, Min, Missouri and Rockford. It's not Ill. it's just Rockford. It'll be fun. 2 of my favorite students are going on tour. The thing is, though, that Laura picked me because she is leaving acc and Carolyn is leaving also. so she picked me to go because I will be around next year upon returning from tour. which I dont know if i am. I am not planning on leaving but I dont know if I am staying either. and I dont want to be stuck just because of tour. but what I really dont want is to let them down. I dont want anyone to think 'well erin was picked because she is sticking around and now she is up and leaving"
I am torn I just need to talk with laura and tell her to not make the decision based on that. I do really want to go but I dont want that to be the deciding factor...i guess even if if means that she doesnt pick me. which would suck but I feel it would be more honest on my part.