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Yesterday was Matthews bday. I was going to call but I was out of cell service range all day at skilakk.
So I emailed him. happy bday and stuff. I told him that I think about him alot. and I told him if I was a native I would name him -secret names-I gave him a Y'upik name and an Inupiak name. I told him I pray for him every day. that I have every day for the last 4 ish years. I have everyday. That isnt usually something that you tell an athiest. all the more reason to. I still think about him alot. too much probably.
I typed up my letter for the pres. for applying for the director of developement position. I didnt give it to him yet. I still dont know. I at least want to be here for the summer. everyone tells me I must. i guess it is so beautiful. But I want to work at the park too. i just want to make sure I am making my decision for the right reasons.
I want people to visit me too. I would love for people to come up here. I hate being away form people. I hate having very few friends. Kristin made a good point about with this new position I'll be able to get out and be more social. in the comunity not just babysitting students 24 hours a day.
So I emailed him. happy bday and stuff. I told him that I think about him alot. and I told him if I was a native I would name him -secret names-I gave him a Y'upik name and an Inupiak name. I told him I pray for him every day. that I have every day for the last 4 ish years. I have everyday. That isnt usually something that you tell an athiest. all the more reason to. I still think about him alot. too much probably.
I typed up my letter for the pres. for applying for the director of developement position. I didnt give it to him yet. I still dont know. I at least want to be here for the summer. everyone tells me I must. i guess it is so beautiful. But I want to work at the park too. i just want to make sure I am making my decision for the right reasons.
I want people to visit me too. I would love for people to come up here. I hate being away form people. I hate having very few friends. Kristin made a good point about with this new position I'll be able to get out and be more social. in the comunity not just babysitting students 24 hours a day.