change...
i feel the winds of change coming about me...
well the past week was purty good..i was happy to find out that there is a dance scheduled for Feb. 25...yes i <3 dances!
saturday was a fun day with my wonderful sister..we painted car windows..went shopping and off roading..it was AwesomE
well on to a topic i've been trying to avoid....GUYS...well i love travis right? i do dont i? ya..i do...or do i? i mean with no AIM i talk to him less and its like he's not making an effort to call me..
he was grounded this weekend so thats why i didnt see him... : ( i dunno its like..maybe i should get over him...maybe i'm dragging this out..but i like him..but i hardly ever talk to him anymore...i'm on the brink of leaving it all behind... OR... trying even harder to see him and talk to him...i think the problem is that he goes to el cap..its hard not seeing him : (
i think i need a guy thats like devoted and that i see more than once a week...maybe one that goes to granite.....
well one person that i was interested in has a g.f..sooo those are always bad situations to get into...and i'm not going between a guy and his g.f again...i learn from my mistakes.. ; )
well today my mom and i were at Albertsons and i see this guy..soo hott..mexican too! thats hard to find..a hott mexican! ha ha ok..neways
we made eye contact and all that stuff but i never like sed hi or anything..well then i remmber this guy goes to granite..and from my lovely friend Lee..i got some of his info..his name is Jose..he;s a junior..and she isnt sure if he has a g.f...well i always see this guy at school soo next time i will be sure to say hello
like i dunno wats wrong with me..i feel really empty..kinda like no emotion..i think i just need a new guy...or an updated relationship to SPARK my emotions and feelings....
well it was nice to say all that...i feel a little bit better..but still no emotion...
God...whats wrong with me?
<3
::::WARNING::::
- Changes are Coming
- Major Changes
- Be Prepared