FuCkEd Up DaY
fuck it all! soo u know i had GREAT plans for tonight! well stuff happened so i was gonna see travis during the day. but now those plans are screwd up cuz of a ride and stupid parentals! i thought my life was going perfect!! it just has to be ruined. i cant see him next weekend cuz i have vegas.....
this weekend was meant to be ruined.
1. i was soo excited to go to winter formal THEN my mom says i cant go cuz of grades
2. so excited to see travis and now thats being cancelled aswell.
Can u understand why i think it was meant to be ruined??!!!!?!?!?
Yesterday i was soo excited for today to come. and then today i got a great horoscope! wanna see:You'll need to be on your toes if you go out tonight -- there will be a narrow window of opportunity for you to act. Luck will be on your side, so go with it.
i was so excited i thought it was like such an awesome SIGN
but NO again. why does MY weekend have to be ruined? wasnt it enuff i wasnt allowed to go to winter formal with all my frends. well i'll stop bitching now. soo fucking angry-depressed-sad-dissapointed. wanna know the worst part? i dont have anyone to blame for all this shit. not going to winter formal is my MOM"S fault. but not going with travis is i dunno. its a combination of a lot of things.
some last words......
FUCK IT ALL
p.s. my mom is still going out to some winter party and i'm stuck here alone from 5-12.