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Hey,
those bad , emotionaly bad days happen. that's for sure. Who knows why? But I think I can add today on to my list of 'not so good days' . Not only did I freak out talking to a very helpful, and always there and always wonderful person, but then I went to church and felt so out of place and so effing lonely. There were a few times were I almost broke down but I tried to keep it together.
so enough with that. although, i doubt that was the end of it.
My mom cooked me something. It was odd. To sit there and watch and wait for her to make me a grilled cheese sandwitch. I mean, that's something that acutally requires cooking and time. Not just ..follow directions on a box and put it in the microwave. And she even asked me if I wanted one. And didn't make one for anyone else at the time but me. I just thought it was neat of her to do at the time.
Yessss! I can get an easy scholarship for my 'hard of hearing'.!! I qualify for it and they give like, 500 away. I'm not even that deaf, but i still qualify, so I sent in for the application today.
uhmmm...i'm sorry. i just, didn't really have that great a day. and i'm not normally that sad of a person, so please don't think of me as that, and i have to complain every now and then.
-still kaci
those bad , emotionaly bad days happen. that's for sure. Who knows why? But I think I can add today on to my list of 'not so good days' . Not only did I freak out talking to a very helpful, and always there and always wonderful person, but then I went to church and felt so out of place and so effing lonely. There were a few times were I almost broke down but I tried to keep it together.
so enough with that. although, i doubt that was the end of it.
My mom cooked me something. It was odd. To sit there and watch and wait for her to make me a grilled cheese sandwitch. I mean, that's something that acutally requires cooking and time. Not just ..follow directions on a box and put it in the microwave. And she even asked me if I wanted one. And didn't make one for anyone else at the time but me. I just thought it was neat of her to do at the time.
Yessss! I can get an easy scholarship for my 'hard of hearing'.!! I qualify for it and they give like, 500 away. I'm not even that deaf, but i still qualify, so I sent in for the application today.
uhmmm...i'm sorry. i just, didn't really have that great a day. and i'm not normally that sad of a person, so please don't think of me as that, and i have to complain every now and then.
-still kaci