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hey!! i havent written in liek *like*** forever!! i needta start agen!! lol!! well neways!! wuts new!! beside my lj layout!! lol!! um....me n daniel r just friends now.....n now i kinda wanna go out w/him!! lol im so confused!! like it seems like i always want the opposite w/him!! its crazy! its gay!! i think im just gonna go out w/him fuck it!! wut do i have to luz!! idk neways enuf bout that!! well i still liek doug of course but im starting to learn how to deal w/it better!! like i mean i dont think ill ever get over him and that rele sux especially cuz he doesnt liek me n stuff!! but he moved on a long time ago...im just realizing that i need 2 too!! so im gonna!! n the next guy i go out w/ (hopefully daniel) isnt gonna b liek a rebound thing or nething like that....even tho he shudnt b neways i mean jeez its been long enuff!! lol! but yea!! i rele like daniel a lot n id be soooo friken lucky to have him as a b/f!! i mean im lucky enuff to have him as a friend!! n then 4 him to like me...so yea!! neways!! my mom is moving back in liek march!! so thats pretty kewl!!! im excited!!! well yea idk!! omg! i am soooo ficken scared bout snoody!! if the tests r bad im gonna fricken kill myself!! i cannot have that girl sick!! if nething happens to her ill like.....DIE!!! i love that chick!! shes definately one of my bffs (even if we dont rele hang out) idc wut ne1 says bout her shes always been there 4 me no matter wut n shes never like judged me 4 nething n same w/me 4 her!! im soo friken worried!! ok well im gonna go 4 now!! ttyl!!
`~ME~`
i <33 Ashley frickin Grenninger sooo much fuckin A1!!! lol!! gr8 tymes!!
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`~ME~`
i <33 Ashley frickin Grenninger sooo much fuckin A1!!! lol!! gr8 tymes!!
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