CHRISTMAS!!
im rele excited 4 x-mas!! well i am evry year!! even tho this years gonna b way different!!! theres no x-mas chains, i have a FAKE not to mension small, i mean it is rele pretty!! n it was my choice but it doesnt feel rite!! picking it out dint feel rite!! around here no1 rele puts up ne lites!! n i live in an apartment so...i cant!! we dont have a fire place, n my grandparents r comming down, which i dont rele want....at all!!! we rnt gonna have a big party w/r whole family this year, i mean i hated em b4 but i think that this year ima miss hiding in my room w/lolie!! lol!! well idk...jus kinda dissapointed this year!! but i do have sum good news, well 4 me at least!! IM MOVINGBACK RITE AFTER X-MAS VACA!!!! IM SO HAPPY!!! im prolly only gonna have sum of my stuff tho at 1st but idk i mite have it all im not shur yet!! ima miss my moma 4 a few months n ima feel bad 4 nancy cuz evry1 she rele cares about is leaving n now im leaving even sooner then she thinks!! h/o shes callin lol!!............k, im back!! she told me that she has sumthing rele improtant to tell me n that its not good!! *sigh* gosh!! idk....hopefully it isnt THAT bad!! well, idk if i shud tell her about me moving sooner!! ugh!! i feel sooo bad!! she told me that ill prolly b happier if i move back..n i dint say nething!! cuz i kno i will b too, i mean ima miss her of course but idk, evrything thats rele important to me is doesn there, my friends, family, memories, evrything, i mean yea shur i had sum good memories in TX b4 i moved back to SD but nvm long story...dont wanna get into it...only a few ppl kno...but neway!! well i better go!! i need to get off the comp b4 my mom gets home, so that we can decorate r fake tree.... :(!! owel ima have fun neway cuz i want this year to b good too!! well ill w/l!! love you, love me!!!