"You're so hypnotic on my heart!"

Jan 30, 2005 19:04


Ok .. i wrote a ton in this thing the other night but it all got dlted so i was like hhmm yeaa great w/e! Anyways this weekend ..once again was another Wasted Weekend. Ok so lets see.. Friday/ I really didn't wanna go to school and i woke up late but I did anyway. It just makes school worse especially when you don't wanna be there! Soo the day went by soo slow, then i rode the bus home (havent done that in a long ass time) My best friend forever Mindi wasnt there either cause she went to gay ass hosa so nothing was funny. So i called her during choir, not like mr. freaken davis can hear us anyway . So I got home and passed out and went to bed! Then we went to go get some chinese food , which totally sucked so I went to chik fil-a but them faggots close at 10, so i went to wendys instead .."eat great even late".

Lol there was some guy right next to me at the red light and he was like puttin up and his phone , he was hot though but, no thanks! So the light turned green and we went to krispy kreme.. On saturday I slept in till like 4:30, that was fun! but it was a wasted day...i did nothing at all. I was going to have a night out with renee but she went to sequin for the night, so instead I was gonna go to this rodeo kick-off thing with my great senior friend lexi but her phone was being gay and wasnt working. I stayed up till 2 a.m. cleaning my room how exciting On sunday... my parents came back from Hawaii and Vegas.. I knew they had gotten here but idk why i just didnt want to say hi to them.. So my brother was came upstairs and was like "you know they're here right?" I tried to act surprised and was like "OH REALLY!?" so then i went to go say hi.. I kinda liked them not being here,.. no one to bitch at me as much. AH i did nothing this weekend and im not used to it! hopefully next weekend will be better cause im always doing something.

I miss MY LIL' DAWG chels sO MUch>were hilarious together! people love us white chicks* lol: chelsea: last nite everyone was flowing and i jumped in the middle and go yo yo yo my name is chelsea and im white people say i cant flow but they dont know i be like beatboxin n shit... n then i stoped Haha...only white people! YeEA! Anyways i've applied to soo many places and no one wants me.. super gay. one thing that made me excited is that newlyweds and ASHLEE started back up again! (another thing i used to always do in the summer)

I've been feeling so lonely lately, which im used to but it sucks so bad, sucks even more when its rainy and cold outside and you see everyone else together...

Lately i've been feeling that I don't belong, Like the ground isn't mine that I walk upon...

lol i have to add this..its me and MINdi's little thing:

fill in the blank FACE!! Duhface Slutface Whoreface Bitchface Soupface Busface Shutface Cookieface DUMBface! ( lol my sister) Cuteface JUST HAD TO SAY ALL THOSE Random things

"these reeling emotions they just keep me alive, they keep me in tune" *THATS beautiful!* omfg i really want summer to come and i want to hot tub right now and go to SOUTH PADRE and the coast and schlitterbahn AND THE LAKE!! (whoo fun times there)! tubing! gawd.. then going partying and the river the next morning! Going to the movies all the damn time and Tc's and doing nothing but sleep in all day and stay in our pjs till night time, until we wanna go somewhere! GAWD having WES and chelsea fight! LOL / great time/ british fag/! ..Having wes play guitar and me sing PIECES OF ME! LOL then that one night we were all eating pizza and acting all crazy, then I went up to chelsea while she was sitting on the couch and she pushed me and i fell back on the guitar AND BROKE IT!! Haha. Then that one time we were at my sister's and bro in laws apt. and we went to the laundry room with justin and mike cause it was rainy a storm and we couldnt shut up and some mexican came in there and we were like oh YEA and justin was talking about freaken BJS!! and then it started raining, after that we all went to the hot tub till it got light outside... When we went back to the apt. we thought we got in trouble cause we thought we saw christie standing out there!! but she wasnt! we hung out with justin a bunch whoa so many fun times- just to name a few* ***********

I've always paid attention to your point of view,

But now I wanna focus on the rest of you,

Shame on me, wanting you the way I fantasize about

What I'd give what i'd do,

I just wanna work you out...

Times like this,

Im so glad that you cant read my mind

SHAME ON ME...(another time)
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