Who invented roses?
During this
last week my mind has been spinning back and forth (round and round)
and pretty soon just like a child throwing up on the tea cups, its
gonna explode. I've been testing and analyzing information... some
information i've found out is completely false. I feel extremely used.
Used is one word that I personally am really against, but im afraid
thats just the diction i'd like to chose for these reeling emotions at
the second. At times like this I wish I had selective hearing. Then I
could be one of those arrogant and rich bimbos that you'd just love to
hit. The ones that prance around at Saks 5th Avenue that randomly
throws everything into a shopping cart that doesn't even have to look
at price tags.
Yep. One of them. Selective hearing right now would be splendid. Then I wouldnt have to hear the honest truth. The honest truth that I graciously got away with hearing from the last 3 months. Why did everything have to fall down in the month on March?
Startin' with the ides of March.- Lol yeah i wanted to make a connection to Shakespeare.
I must say I knew everything would crash down sooner or later. I was just taking a stroll through Wicker Park. Why me? I must say I found myself terribly groggy and half of the time I found myself lying on the floor. I was told I was a beautiful young girl and it would be tragic if my life didnt turn it. Disregarding the ache in my heart, I THOUGHT TO MYSELF. "you know what..self!" they're right.
Do something for yourself and stop trying to please others 24/7.
I quickly turned and ran to continuing the things I used to put forth so much interest and passion into.
I cranked up the stereo listening to Ashlee Simpson. I carelessly pranced around the house in my pjs and jumped on my bed. I screeched and registered my lower voice into a remote control which I called my microphone. Ashlee Simpson ah the lyrics, every female out there can relate to once or more in their lives. ..( hey .. no i dont really listen to her ) Just once in a blue moon.
I then watched T.v. for endless hours. Before that I didnt watch T.v. for at least 4 wks.
The notebook- Does everyone agree that movie features the type of love that we love to gaze into?
It was a cute love story. It was so Hollywood though. Duh they were gonna get back together...
Sorry if I just ruined some of yall's endings for the movie that hasnt even watched it yet.
I was going to go Padre with Jackie N. and her family, but I was not packed, allergies, eh. Asthma esp.... its getting worse by the second.
Now I kinda wish I went.
But hey I renovated myself, which is always good.
I cleaned my room, found some cool clothes that I stuffed into my crammed closet.
Nothing like going to bed every night at 3 Am and waking up the next day at 2 p.m.
Half of the reason for getting up so late , was on my part. I lyed there trying to have no feeling and no tension whatsoever. But my mind was like a river will these flowing emotions, that had to dump out sooner or later.
On Friday I went to Chels' house. i havent done that in 3 months. She looks cute, I love her new hair cute, like shes renovating and waking herself up from the girl that was- or still is? in love with wes.
I give her credit for holding on to something so long.
We, as in me, Chels, Ana, and Seaaan took a trip to las palapas. haha it was awesome. We were so loud and messy. Sean grabbed my cup and poured it into the chip container! The whole restaurant silently glanced over at our table and I couldnt help but to laugh so I fell onto to Ana's side laughing trying to be discreet. YEA DISCREET. haa no. so then some manager guy walked over to our table and asked if we could keep it down and that the restaurant was getting aggravated with us. haa. LOVE IT!
But our waiter loved us. he thought it was hilarious.
I find it amazing that humans dont want to be waited on, they say dont waste your time on me.
Well hell, if I've wasted this much time whats the point? Im not going to stop now.
It was good to be reunited with the girls once again ( minus brittany)
I love to see how much people change over a times period.
So I went to work today at 5 and we got 2 new managers. I unhestitantly called Frannie on my break and told her how horrible one of the new managers was and that she was fucking annoying.
oh well she got better. I worked till 12 am. today. I work Sat. 3- 11 and then Sunday 2-10/ come visit. give or take. lol.
my mom and I were driving on the way home and we almost hit a deer. it was scarry. we swurved off onto the middle lane.
Why does our society pick and pluck at every imperfection on the human body? Just go on and gaze into mirrors and call the nearest surgeon!
So I get my license in less then a month, im thinkin a honda accord. they somewhat resemble a honda civic, insurance is less. why not.
I JUST want someone to love, someone that loves me back. no matter how much time, and effort it will take.
WHO INVENTED ROSES!
Yep. One of them. Selective hearing right now would be splendid. Then I wouldnt have to hear the honest truth. The honest truth that I graciously got away with hearing from the last 3 months. Why did everything have to fall down in the month on March?
Startin' with the ides of March.- Lol yeah i wanted to make a connection to Shakespeare.
I must say I knew everything would crash down sooner or later. I was just taking a stroll through Wicker Park. Why me? I must say I found myself terribly groggy and half of the time I found myself lying on the floor. I was told I was a beautiful young girl and it would be tragic if my life didnt turn it. Disregarding the ache in my heart, I THOUGHT TO MYSELF. "you know what..self!" they're right.
Do something for yourself and stop trying to please others 24/7.
I quickly turned and ran to continuing the things I used to put forth so much interest and passion into.
I cranked up the stereo listening to Ashlee Simpson. I carelessly pranced around the house in my pjs and jumped on my bed. I screeched and registered my lower voice into a remote control which I called my microphone. Ashlee Simpson ah the lyrics, every female out there can relate to once or more in their lives. ..( hey .. no i dont really listen to her ) Just once in a blue moon.
I then watched T.v. for endless hours. Before that I didnt watch T.v. for at least 4 wks.
The notebook- Does everyone agree that movie features the type of love that we love to gaze into?
It was a cute love story. It was so Hollywood though. Duh they were gonna get back together...
Sorry if I just ruined some of yall's endings for the movie that hasnt even watched it yet.
I was going to go Padre with Jackie N. and her family, but I was not packed, allergies, eh. Asthma esp.... its getting worse by the second.
Now I kinda wish I went.
But hey I renovated myself, which is always good.
I cleaned my room, found some cool clothes that I stuffed into my crammed closet.
Nothing like going to bed every night at 3 Am and waking up the next day at 2 p.m.
Half of the reason for getting up so late , was on my part. I lyed there trying to have no feeling and no tension whatsoever. But my mind was like a river will these flowing emotions, that had to dump out sooner or later.
On Friday I went to Chels' house. i havent done that in 3 months. She looks cute, I love her new hair cute, like shes renovating and waking herself up from the girl that was- or still is? in love with wes.
I give her credit for holding on to something so long.
We, as in me, Chels, Ana, and Seaaan took a trip to las palapas. haha it was awesome. We were so loud and messy. Sean grabbed my cup and poured it into the chip container! The whole restaurant silently glanced over at our table and I couldnt help but to laugh so I fell onto to Ana's side laughing trying to be discreet. YEA DISCREET. haa no. so then some manager guy walked over to our table and asked if we could keep it down and that the restaurant was getting aggravated with us. haa. LOVE IT!
But our waiter loved us. he thought it was hilarious.
I find it amazing that humans dont want to be waited on, they say dont waste your time on me.
Well hell, if I've wasted this much time whats the point? Im not going to stop now.
It was good to be reunited with the girls once again ( minus brittany)
I love to see how much people change over a times period.
So I went to work today at 5 and we got 2 new managers. I unhestitantly called Frannie on my break and told her how horrible one of the new managers was and that she was fucking annoying.
oh well she got better. I worked till 12 am. today. I work Sat. 3- 11 and then Sunday 2-10/ come visit. give or take. lol.
my mom and I were driving on the way home and we almost hit a deer. it was scarry. we swurved off onto the middle lane.
Why does our society pick and pluck at every imperfection on the human body? Just go on and gaze into mirrors and call the nearest surgeon!
So I get my license in less then a month, im thinkin a honda accord. they somewhat resemble a honda civic, insurance is less. why not.
I JUST want someone to love, someone that loves me back. no matter how much time, and effort it will take.
WHO INVENTED ROSES!