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day 2 of my fast. i have to get through today, and then it will be easier.
i feel good, like i can do this, because it has been a long time since i have been able to make myself go through an entire day with no food at all. i didn't have ONE CALORIE!! nothin...all i had was a diet pepsi and water. nothin else.
i talked to my friend who i know from the treatment center i was in when i was 16....she is one of my best friends. she got down to 55 pounds. she almost died a few times, but now she is doing better. she still only weighs like 85 or something, but her sleeping schedule is messed up. she will be awake for 3 days, then sleep for 24 hours. i am glad she is getting better, but she can't know that i am the one who is restricting now.
well better get to running before it gets too hot.
i feel good, like i can do this, because it has been a long time since i have been able to make myself go through an entire day with no food at all. i didn't have ONE CALORIE!! nothin...all i had was a diet pepsi and water. nothin else.
i talked to my friend who i know from the treatment center i was in when i was 16....she is one of my best friends. she got down to 55 pounds. she almost died a few times, but now she is doing better. she still only weighs like 85 or something, but her sleeping schedule is messed up. she will be awake for 3 days, then sleep for 24 hours. i am glad she is getting better, but she can't know that i am the one who is restricting now.
well better get to running before it gets too hot.