Feb 01, 2005 21:15
im glad ani difranco fiona apple and i decided to be best friends again.. its been a while since 6th grade. they keep me company at school and drown out all the things ill never give a fuck about or use in my life.
so i dont start for water polo anymore, fuck, im lucky if i get played two minutes, at the end, when they need someone whos actaully played and knows what is going on. hmm.. maybe i should stop coming to practice an hour late all the time reeking of smoke and calling my coach wilsy or talking about mota during practice.
i hate the awkwardness of what happened? ohh.. um my cat.
i dont know whats wrong with me.. i really dont think i should drive alone anymore.
honestly kevin i dont know who i want to kill more, myself or you.
it might as well be me, im halfway there.i hate you.
i want someone who will either put out for me or put me out of my misery
or maybe just put it all to words and make me go you know ive never heard it put that way before
make me go what did you just say?