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"please forgive me for my distance....."
i visited my livejournal info page for the first time in a long time today and saw a weird name in my friends list and went to check it out. and its emily. emily who i have been thinking about lately, ever since reading valencia at least. valencia reminded me of so many things from my past and im not quite sure why, to be honest.its all about girls with shaved heads and fucking with latex gloves. no it isnt. its about fucking love, thats what its about.
anyway, there she is. like shes never left. like the sky has been above me all along. like shes not a part of me, like shes not a part of this ink on my skin that i only got because of her, cause i was trying to impress her and i did impress her and she called me hardcore. so i think of her when i hear that word, even if its referencing some straight edge motherfucker.
i looked through her entries and found this conversation that we had once, a fight. its funny in a way. she said i was the only one she was truly herself with. and its been years since ive spoken to her. how can that be?
if she wants to talk to me, im here, just like the ground below.
i visited my livejournal info page for the first time in a long time today and saw a weird name in my friends list and went to check it out. and its emily. emily who i have been thinking about lately, ever since reading valencia at least. valencia reminded me of so many things from my past and im not quite sure why, to be honest.its all about girls with shaved heads and fucking with latex gloves. no it isnt. its about fucking love, thats what its about.
anyway, there she is. like shes never left. like the sky has been above me all along. like shes not a part of me, like shes not a part of this ink on my skin that i only got because of her, cause i was trying to impress her and i did impress her and she called me hardcore. so i think of her when i hear that word, even if its referencing some straight edge motherfucker.
i looked through her entries and found this conversation that we had once, a fight. its funny in a way. she said i was the only one she was truly herself with. and its been years since ive spoken to her. how can that be?
if she wants to talk to me, im here, just like the ground below.