They say the strongest part of love is hate

[lovemakeithurt3]

well its been about forever since ive updated. Well me and anne went to the football game and hung out w/a bunch of kids. And then we all went to sonics adn got some food and drinks. Then we all rode out to this party. Well there was just rednecks and they were giving justin a hard time. So we are all leaving and we were in shanes car next to

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It started out with a kiss - How did it end up like this?

[__christie__]

Do you remember going home and crying because you could hear him inside the door? You knew he was there... and for whatever reason... he just decided to be a jerk. You can try to defend him, saying it was because his friends were there... but do you know what that means? He's showing his friends the power he has over you. You need to pay attention to how he acts then. I know he's so sweet and wonderful when you're all alone... but do you think that's what he tells his friends? Doubt it. You know they ask. What do you think he says? "Me and Katelynn spent the entire day together. We spent hours on the couch, just holding each other... then we play wrestled for a while... it was great"... come on. This is Kendall. He wont mention any bonding. All his friends care about are the details. The I touched her here or we did this... ya know? He's not the type of guy to just be like "I dont wanna talk about it. thats me and her". He might have been before, but he's not now. And Katelynn... you DONT have to be friends with him anymore. It's killing you inside to be friends with him. Because he gets to decide when you're friends, and when you're not. He decides when you're more than friends, or when you're not. He decides everything. You have no control... and the sad part is, it's over your own life. I know it'd be hard... but the only thing I can really tell you... is let him go. Stop being friends. That's torture for you. That's a way to kill you slowly. Stop settling for what he's giving you, and take a step of your own. Please... if not for me... for yourself...

I love you,
Christie

(FINALLY done...)