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[lovelyx13]

Everything I've ever done
I've done for you
For me.
And I know that I should feel bad
Never meant to make you sad
But that's the way it's gonna be
If I'm ever gonna be
Anybody's anything.

All I ever wanted
Was to make you feel the love
So I could feel the love
Feel your heart beat
Pluck your heart strings
So they resonate to me,
Maybe I would hear the sound
Understand the why and how,
Maybe learn to make my own song sing.

But a real heart, it has memories
Reasons to--or not--believe
A built in feature I can't replicate
Only ponder, contemplate
Try to fake it till I make it
In the process only break it.
Have it shatter
Have it plead to be put back together.
But it's never the same.

It's never the same.

It only breaks more easily
And the pieces aren't a puzzle to fix anymore
They're just a door
Open, close, open, close
A habit, hard to break it
Why'd you make it?
It's so easy,
Try to please (you) me
Say all the right things
Everything
Anything
Right thing, wrong thing.

Everything I've ever done
I've done for you
For me.
I really wish I felt bad
But I'm trying not to feel sad
So you & he & he
Won't ever want me to be
Anybody's anything.