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Well...life is kinda wierd right now. I must admit I am kinda sad. It is the anniversary of my dad's death and it made me think...i'm a tad sad, but i'm cool. Also i finally figured out that some guy i had liked for a long time doesn't really care about me. When I realized this yesterday, i must say it hurt. I can't believe I care about him...i shouldn't. I hate that he has a girlfriend, I hate that he isn't moving to go to college with me. I can't believe he isn't going to Austin anymore....I'm sad cause like always I waste my emotions, time, and energy on people who don't care and who aren't worth my time. DAMN!!!! I'm pissed....What am i to do now? I know I'll get over it in like a week...haha, but right now i'm trippin'. THE END.
Remembering good times
Never thought it would end this way...
Figured things would work out...that we were meant to be..
The thought of that makes me laugh because I now
Realize that sincerity was not something you embodied...
My feelings were obvious...or so it seemed to me...
I felt transparent, I felt vulnerable, yet you did not see..
You didn't see how deep it was for me, just flirting for you..
Unfortunately, I took you serioulsy..nerver again will that happen.
Poem by: V. Jones
Remembering good times
Never thought it would end this way...
Figured things would work out...that we were meant to be..
The thought of that makes me laugh because I now
Realize that sincerity was not something you embodied...
My feelings were obvious...or so it seemed to me...
I felt transparent, I felt vulnerable, yet you did not see..
You didn't see how deep it was for me, just flirting for you..
Unfortunately, I took you serioulsy..nerver again will that happen.
Poem by: V. Jones