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TIME: 2:44 PM
So, I don't want to get all emo about the numerous things that are going on in my life right now, so I'll try to put positive outputs of what happened [although I won't describe ALL of them with great detail].
SCHOOL
It's a struggle but I'm desperately trying to deal with it & make the best out of it. I've been to lax lately with everything and I seriously need to change that because I'm certainly not happy with it. I have a philosophy quiz tomorrow and my political science class starts at 8 & all i'm worried about right now is being able to get to school on time. I need to read tonight and go over my material, then I might indulge myself by eating a brownie just to satisfy this ongoing sweet crave. I need to change my ways & my self when it comes to dealing with things to life-learning because I'll be honest with you... I'm stubborn & lazy and I need to add that to my list of "things-I-need-to-change-about-myself-for-2007" because it's a struggle but I'm working on it.
FRIENDS
I have great friends, and I can say that with a really cool smile on my face 8] & I'm thankful for the ones who I don't see often but are still there for me no matter what [livejournal, myspace, AIM, et al.] because at least they make an effort about it. School friends are great too because I have my own little support system going on at school who help me catch up with things I missed out on, or things I wasn't able to catch because my right ear is retarded and selective hearing sucks. But overall, I'm content, wait ... in fact I'm very content & RELIEVED because I finally have friends I can keep.
PERSONAL LIFE
Last week was the worse week of my life & I don't ever plan on making the same misakes again. I made a promise to myself that I'd change my habits for the better & the only reason why I'm not mentioning it in this blog is to keep it's security safe with me so I hope you al understand ;]
WEATHER
The weather has been really weird lately because I'm pretty sure all of you heard about the incident in Malibu. I mean they have the beach, what more can they ask for? SNOW! -___- Being in LA pretty much sucks when it comes to giving us ugly air & stuff so blahhhh.
RELATIONSHIP
I don't want to consider my relationship right now at a low because I'm happy with what I have right now. 3 years and 2 months and we're still going strong. The only fear I keep to myself in my relationship with Jeff though is my making mistakes. I fear that sometimes I may say the wrong things, or I might make him feel a negative way when I really don't intend to, or at time I may expect the worse to happen even though it's not. At times I don't realize the things I do wrong and maybe that's one of the causes for my worries. sigh. I guess that's why I like explaining things very long because my thoughts and words are more direct and not really well-thought-out. I love him no matter what we put each other through.
others...
Basically, I'm taking my life and changing it little by little so that I get used to it. Thank you livejournal for being there to help me vent out all the things I'm thinking about because Xanga is filled with hard HTML while you can provide it for us =]