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i usually realize the things that suck in my life and just get over them. lately i am dwelling on things i dislike about how thw world functions. Also i hate realizing that as much as i want change it wont. Not that i would support an idea of change on how the world works , rather i just understand my pocketbook is far to slim to change anything of importance.
also i havn;t been very talkative the past day. I know that seems hard to belive and today as well. I just don;t feel like talking. I think i am worn out. I hate feeling like i am making people mad or odd in a situation because im not really talking but ehh....
i really despise my job right now. Aparently we are going to be "balls to the wall" for the next couple months. My bosses say that and it ends up being a day of us being really bussy. I wish it was and that i was getting paid more. Ben and i are doing a estimate on a house tomorrow. I hope it goes well and i make some good money. I really Need yes need a DS lite.
There are going to be alot of games i really want coming up so this job better happen. I also would really like to get out of stl for a weekend. Chicago has some stuff i wana see and get.
I am worn out on all mental aspects lately its frustrating. I have been really snippy. I don't like being snippy. I am usually a relaxed don't care much about anything person. I want that to resume. Tomorrow i am just gonna try to fall backing into not realy caring about unimportant things that i dwell on and make me angry.
ben got the new mewithoutyou so i am really looking forward to listing to it tomorrow.
also i havn;t been very talkative the past day. I know that seems hard to belive and today as well. I just don;t feel like talking. I think i am worn out. I hate feeling like i am making people mad or odd in a situation because im not really talking but ehh....
i really despise my job right now. Aparently we are going to be "balls to the wall" for the next couple months. My bosses say that and it ends up being a day of us being really bussy. I wish it was and that i was getting paid more. Ben and i are doing a estimate on a house tomorrow. I hope it goes well and i make some good money. I really Need yes need a DS lite.
There are going to be alot of games i really want coming up so this job better happen. I also would really like to get out of stl for a weekend. Chicago has some stuff i wana see and get.
I am worn out on all mental aspects lately its frustrating. I have been really snippy. I don't like being snippy. I am usually a relaxed don't care much about anything person. I want that to resume. Tomorrow i am just gonna try to fall backing into not realy caring about unimportant things that i dwell on and make me angry.
ben got the new mewithoutyou so i am really looking forward to listing to it tomorrow.