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went town to catch up with ukei in the afternoon.
settled down at bakerzin and we had alot of food, like 2 set meals, 2 cups of coffee and 2 slices of cakes.
i can only say the cakes were good but the food was alrighty.
slacked till 5plus then we decided to walk around.
settled for presents and she came over to my house for some food before taking cab home.
i managed to let her know what's going on in my life, like telling her almost every single thing that had happened to me, be it good or bad. and it feels damn good to let out everything.
i still need time but i dont know how long i will take.
i know i am selfish, like very but i seriously cant help it.
i feel damn guilty.
i wanna stop thinking about everything that's bothering me and i want my old life back.
i am trying very hard to control whatever it is in my brain and heart.
i cant wait for sheryl to be back, i wanna tell her everything. i miss her like crazy.
i need some listening ears and shoulders.
i fucking feel like breaking down
:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(
damn it, i am starting to type nonsense here.
settled down at bakerzin and we had alot of food, like 2 set meals, 2 cups of coffee and 2 slices of cakes.
i can only say the cakes were good but the food was alrighty.
slacked till 5plus then we decided to walk around.
settled for presents and she came over to my house for some food before taking cab home.
i managed to let her know what's going on in my life, like telling her almost every single thing that had happened to me, be it good or bad. and it feels damn good to let out everything.
i still need time but i dont know how long i will take.
i know i am selfish, like very but i seriously cant help it.
i feel damn guilty.
i wanna stop thinking about everything that's bothering me and i want my old life back.
i am trying very hard to control whatever it is in my brain and heart.
i cant wait for sheryl to be back, i wanna tell her everything. i miss her like crazy.
i need some listening ears and shoulders.
i fucking feel like breaking down
:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(
damn it, i am starting to type nonsense here.