that's poetic, that's pathetic.

[lovelyloser]

desperation is beautiful, but depression is far more sane.

longing for misery as it's familiar.
and pain because its so easy to feel.

i still want to be in love with him
and what we used to be
but now i am in love with truth
and happy to just be me

pain and pity
were crutches

loathe and fear
my plan

change is near
but yet i fear
i wont be left behind.

comfort in the crying
satisfied with regret
but through it all, i cant believe
that im not tired yet

theres life to live and chances to take
and places to be seen
theres time to spend, dancing to be done
and love to fall into between.