Jan 19, 2005 15:26
hey guys...wuz up??? n2m here gettin a latte. but newayz~ not a lot going on at da moment! i had a good day! a couple of nights ago, i had another dream about richard and i! this one was weird!!! i dreamed i skipped my period and i called him and left him a voicemail telling him that i had something to tell him that was going to change our lives forever. he called back 15 minutes later n i told him everything n he said he would be there in 15 n he wuz here!!! i wuz pretty freaked out!!! i talked 2 him last night n he promised he would call me back after school but he hasnt called yet!!! he will call back bcuz he doesnt break his promises but newho~i had a pretty bad night last night!!! i wuz sittin at my comp n listenin 2 garth brooks n i just started bawlin!!! i texted josie n told here, "i cant take this anymore im begging u to help!!!" she didnt text back so i called her n we finally started textin n i dont know wat i would've done without her last night. she told me about her dress n she said she looked like cinderella in it. i told richard about them and he said, "Cool...i bet it looks good or you wouldnt have got it"!!! my heart was racin a mile a minute!!! i was so happy n it made me feel a lot better. im thinking that maybe all of dis is a sign that everything is gonna work out. idn but i hope so!!! but newho~josie n anthony got caught hugging and kissing after school today so their parents have to come to school with them tomorrow!!! this might be bad!!! something else wuz botherin her today but she wouldnt tell me!!! that stresses me out so bad that she wont tell me!!! she had a couple of tears coming down her cheek n i wanted to cry since she wouldnt tell me!!! but i cant force it out of her eventhough i want to!!! but i guess im going to go!!! TTYL and love to all!!!