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im so like confused to the max like woah its not even funny at all but ya i am like so weird i guess you could say cuz i want a boy friend but then i dont cuz i like 3 people but then one of the ppl is too ignorant to know that i like him and even if i told him he wouldnt beleive me and if he asked me out id say yes of course but like he expects a lot from me though and idk if id be able to do everything that he expects cuz of my religon and what not and then another one has his own issues with the same topic so that isent going to happen and then the other one i like him the most and i barely talk to him and im trying to get over him cuz i dont think that will ever work out and already gave up on him but i just havent stopped liking him idk what to do but ya i met this hott guy on myspace and he is jamaican too but he lives somewhere else and that'd never work but he has abs that are hott man lol omg it was the best on friday after the game jake was wearing a button downed shirt that wasent buttoned and he has like really nice abs and i was like ABS!!!! and then curtis was like check check check it or something like that and he pulled up his shirt and i was like ABS!!!! lol what losers with there little man abs lol but ya jake is a total different person than i thought he was it is kinda werid cuz like im used to a diff jake but either he has changed a lot or i just never knew him that well cuz he seems way way way way way different to me but anyway man i miss chris so much its not even funny blah i seriously need to have a boy friend like soon cuz i havent had a boy friend since forever and i havent kissed someone since the first weekend of spring break last year which is pretty sad to the max but then again im not one of those sluts that is with a new guy every week...no offense to ya but ya kinda are