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today was bad for me not that ne one is reading this but it feels good to get it out but ya i woke up and walked out of my room and got yelled at so then i washed the dishes then watered the plants and then got ready to pick up rolana and my sister took forever as usual and she bitched at me again as usual and then we ended up picking her up like 4 or 5 hours later than i wanted and then we took our dog to the vet well we took him before we picked up rolana but ya...it was the cutest thing ever he had a bandage on his hind leg and on the same side but the front one he also had a bandage and he couldnt walk and he fell and it was so funny but it was sad cuz he couldnt walk and he was limpin and ya but ya now he only has one bandage so that is good and then i got ready to go to miyas party or what ever and that wasent as fun as i thought it would be and then i got back and went on the computer only for curtis and el fresh to annoy me so then i went on an away message that said dont call me i dont want to talk to you so then curtis got all mad and he started sayin shit to me or what ever and ya he claims that he is in love with me and that i broke his heart yet he didnt even remember my name im tired of guys sayin they are in love just to get into a girls pants it is retarded and i dont think highly of it and love is my least favorite word now and ya then el fresh asked me to rate myself and i said 2 and he and y and of course i didnt say y but ya and i asked him what he rated me and he said 9 and a 10 if i go out with curtis which i hate that they double team me like that i really dont want a boy friend right now and even if i did have a boy friend id want it to be someone that i really like a lot and like i think about all the time and i dont think about curtis all the time and i really still like Larry a lot and even though he doesnt like me i still really like him and it is going to be a while for me to get over him cuz i just like him so much and i respect that he doesnt like me like that but ya and he is just so sweet and so funny and so hott!!!!...ahhh why does life have to be so damn complicated!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!