May 10, 2009 11:27
If I could explain myself to me, then I'd give an effort to explain myself to you too.
I know that I am becoming toxic again, and I don't like it. I can't figure out how to break this cycle of self-destruction.
Sometimes I think I'm totally wrong. That I get frustrated and angry too easily, and don't deal with it well. At the same time, if that was really the case, wouldn't I have had this same problem before?
I'm confused... and frustrated.