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What a fantastic time to start feeling clausterphobic and start freaking out.
It's a huge apartment but it feels like a iddy bitty box.
And i have already taken a few days off work due to heart issues so i cant just run out.
They already think im broken and am a complete freak anyway.
I can't be the only person for whom a stress ball just makes them stress out more, can i?
I usually take a long walk whenever i start panicking, either that stops it because i just cry it out or whatever or it atleast minimizes the intensity.Obviously i can't do that now so im kind of hoping typing will alleviate it.
It's not really.
And it's not even 3.
Godamn it.
It's a huge apartment but it feels like a iddy bitty box.
And i have already taken a few days off work due to heart issues so i cant just run out.
They already think im broken and am a complete freak anyway.
I can't be the only person for whom a stress ball just makes them stress out more, can i?
I usually take a long walk whenever i start panicking, either that stops it because i just cry it out or whatever or it atleast minimizes the intensity.Obviously i can't do that now so im kind of hoping typing will alleviate it.
It's not really.
And it's not even 3.
Godamn it.