confusion
Isnt it funny how everything can be great and then all the comfort you've come to rely on disappears?Yesterday i was so much happier wiht my life then usual that i actually remmebr thinking, i know the second shoe is gonna drop, i just wish i could freeze this moment in time for a while.You see, i knew,i just didnt know it was today.After trying so hard to be positive and stay strong, i get this blow today.First off, im srry guy friends please dont be offended as i dont mean u , but guys suck.No really. Is it such a big deal to try and have some symptahy for someone every once ina while?is it so goddamed hard to feel for another person and try to speak to them nicely when approaching a certain sensitive topic?Is it so difficult to be kind and couteous to someone?AHHHHHH.Ok, maybe not all guys suck but u guys DO need to take a few classes in sensitivity, this applies to most.Im so fucking mad i could go on for pages.Suffice to say a certian person just said somehtign really stupid and made me break down and cry, i responded ot this person, as nicely as i could explaining certain things and now i just feel empty inside because this person now has to make a decision he should have made a long time ago and im afriad of what it'll be.You ever have a fear that makes you hollow inside? Well, im emotional right now so i'll stop, im just gonna go get some ice cream and talk to you all later.