Depressed
so it's been a year and a half since I posted last, and a lot has happened. I've gained a few friends, and lost one that was very dear to me. When I say lost, I don't mean that they're dead, but my heart's been broken, and I had forgotten how long things like this take to heal. My friend, or ex-friend, got into an argument with my two now-best-friends. Eventually, sides were made, and I chose one. now, I see my ex-friend every day at school, and I wish she would just disappear, because now I see her and it re-breaks my heart.
I'm stuck.
My two now-best-friends are dating eachother, so when one is gone, the other is usually gone too, leaving me alone.
Yes, I have a sister, but she lives across the country, and that makes hugs a little more difficult.
I love both of my parents, but there are some things you just don't cry about in front of them
I have a new friend, but she is older than me and working hard in college.
my only other friends anywhere else get along well with my ex-friend, and don't want to hear about our fight
I believe I have now run out of options, and I think I want to cry.
sadly I have no one to kick in the balls to make me feel better (if you didn't understand that, read my avatar)
although nobody online is truly my friend; it's been so long since I posted that not many people remember me. It's nice to express myself to someone, anyone, who might listen without too much judgement.
so there is my post, my "news update," and I apologize for any bother or interruption of somebody's happy day. I just needed to let something out.