Title: Unexplained Debt
Author: lovelydagger23
Rating: NC-17
Characters: Hyde, Gackt.,Tetsu, Yuki, Ken, Sakura
Summary: Hyde's boss dies, and he can now retire from being a butler...or can he?
Warnings: Humor, angst, rich assholes, stupid drunks, and a very angry (And drunk) Hyde
Disclaimer: They belong to themselves
It’s been two weeks since Gackt…decided to…*coughs* and….the stupid black mail has ended, so Gackt and I both were now back to trying to figure out why our fathers have us working together exactly. We were sitting in Gackt’s office again, shifting through paperwork. “Haido,”
“Mm?” I asked, not even looking up at him.
“You’ve been avoiding me a lot…why is that?” my master asked casually.
“….That’s a dumb question.” I stated, not even batting an eye. His obliviousness will never cease to amaze me.
“What do you mean?” my ignorant master asked, blinking at me.
“After what you did…of COURSE I’m going to avoid you! You…violated me.” I growled.
“….Didn’t seem like it to me.” Gackt stated casually, crossing his legs. “You ran, but you didn’t beat me up…and when I had you…and was pleasuring you…you didn’t tell me to stop…if anything it sounded as if you were telling me not to.” We grew silent for a very long time as I glared at him. “You’re blushing.” He stated suddenly.
“No I’m not.”
“Oh? Well explain this,” he lifted a mirror to my face…and sure enough it was bright red.
“I’m not feeling well is all.” I muttered, looking elsewhere.
“Suuuure…you know…the noises that escaped you…were a terrible turn on.” Gackt purred, leaning towards me. I placed a hand in front of his face, and shoved him away.
“I wanted to KILL you for that.” I snarled, getting pissed off again.
“I bet you’ll never find someone who can give a blowjob as wonderfully as me.” The thorn in my side taunted.
“That’s not funny.” Was all I could say.
“I’m not laughing.” He said back.
“Who the fuck cares about blowjobs anyway? They’re not that great.” I scoffed.
“…Are you sure you’re a man?” Gackt asked, raising an eyebrow.
“….Okay I was lying…but still…who the fuck said I wanted one from YOU?” I demanded.
“You wanted SOME kind of release from me.” Gackt snickered. “You’ve been really kind to me for the longest, and you’ve even kissed me without anyone being near…so…what makes you think you DON’T have any feelings for me?”
“You’re pushing it…and weren’t we supposed to be looking up information on our fathers anyway?” I asked, picking up some paper.
“Haido,”
“What?”
“You’re probably going to like this.” Gackt mumbled, holding up a letter. “I just found it…”
“Who’s it to and who’s it from?” I asked, tilting my head.
“To my father…from yours.” My master replied. “Do you want me to read it or do you want to-?”
“Read it.” I ordered.
Souchiro,
I’m sorry I couldn’t do as promised, and always be there for you, and I’m sorry I’m such a burden. If there’s anything I can do to make up for that, my son can…Hideto’s a very loving boy as you’ve grown to know, and he will pay any debt he owes…and I’m sure he’ll pay mine if he has to. I know you refuse to give such a debt to my son, but you and I both know I don’t have much time.
I know you don’t want me to worry or care anymore about paying you back, but I swear you will be repaid…even if you never tell Hideto that his father had cancer. I know you’ll try to find a way to get out of this, but I won’t let you…my life is leaving me very soon…I know how much time I have left more then you and I know you don’t want to hear it, but you’re my best friend, and deserve more then what you get…the only blessings you’ve gained was fortune and a loving son…I hope that he could make good friends with mine…and be close as we were Sou-chan. Please, take care and love yourself…and love your son. Spend more time with him, give him more advice…tell him how much you adore him. Do that for him and for me as well…Let both of them realize how dear they are to us. Please accept my son’s duties as payment for all of the good you’ve given me.
Hiro
Gackt held a hand to his face, placing the letter on the desk, while I scrubbed at a foggy eye. “So…that’s why…” he barely got out. “That’s why Father wrote such a ridiculous will.”
I felt myself trying to breathe normally instead of sobbing and wailing like a five year old…and my head was starting to hurt. “’S not…diculous…” I barely got out.
“Yes it is!” Gackt snapped with a tearful sob. “Do you realize when this was written?!”
“I on’...wanna know.” I scoffed, a sob getting free. “Shut up.”
“It was written two days before he died.” Gackt wailed. “My father cried when he read this letter…he must have gotten it afterwards! I wonder if he did as asked because of that…I wonder….if he started talking to me more because of that…I can’t believe your father did this…the bastard.”
“He didn’t even do anything to YOU!” I snapped, glaring at him. “Just…I can’t…I have to go.”
“Haido-“
“I need air, I have to go.” I sobbed, rushing out the house. Instead of going to my father’s grave to wail like a banshee…I went straight to Tetsu’s place.
- - -
“And he didn’t want me to know he was sick at all! That’s why he never told me.” I wailed into Tetsu’s shoulder, while Ken patted my back, Yuki gave me tissues and Sakura poured me a serious drink. “My father hated me….hated me.” I bawled.
“I highly doubt that Hai-chan,” Ken sighed, despite my tears. “If he hated you, I highly doubt he would have went all of those lengths to keep you comfortable after dying.”
“How the FUCK was I comfortable?!” I demanded. “I had to work for people I hated for years, and instead of letting me retire when he died as PROMISED, he gave me to his SON, the irritating jackass who makes my life hell! I HATE this and I HATE my LIFE.”
My friends remained silent, as Sakura gave me my drink. I sobbed between huge gulps. “Um Hai-chan don’t drink it like that,” Sakura warned. “This drink is strong as shit.” I ignored him as I guzzled it…until it was empty…before going right back to sobbing like a newborn baby.
“Hai-chan, we can help you get through this…you have friends who love you…and Gackt loves you too.” Ken added.
“Why does he keep coming up in this?” I asked, giving him a tired glare.
“Well like it or not he IS a part of this.” Tetsu lectured.
“He’s also done things for you no one would ever THINK of doing for their butler...even if he’s kind of annoying.” Sakura sighed.
“He even goes through great lengths for your happiness…even if it means ignoring his own.” Yuki added.
I do faintly remember when he blew me…he…was hard but did NOTHING about it. He didn’t even take a cold shower… I thought to myself…blinking.
“Gackt loves you to pieces Hai-chan…can’t you tell?” Yuki asked.
“Well he’s told me.” I mumbled.
“He TOLD you?!” everyone asked, gawking at me.
“Yes he did…several times.”
“…Let me guess…you denied him and still do.” Ken guessed, staring at me dully.
“Damn right.” I muttered.
“You idiot.” Tetsu shouted, bopping me on the head.
“OW.” I wailed.
“He’s blind Tetsu there’s no reason to get violent with him for that.” Sakura lectured. “Hai-chan,”
“What?” I asked still clutching my head.
“You know you’re in love with him too right?” he asked.
“No I’m not.” I protested.
“Oh yes you are…do you remember what you said when he fainted?” Yuki asked, giving me a blank stare.
- - -
I jumped over the table I was sitting at, as he smashed into the floor hard. “Gackt?!” I asked, and he didn’t respond. I lifted his head up some and shook him. “Gacchan?” His skin felt so warm, and he was breathing funny. “Open your eyes you asshole, it’s not funny!” I shouted. Gackt whimpered, turning his head.
“What’s wrong with him?” Yuki asked.
“He’s sick…look at him.” Tetsu replied for me.
“Seriously, this isn’t funny…wake up…please wake up.” I pleaded, shaking him. I stared hard into his face, before whispering. “I love you.”
“WHAT?!” Everyone asked, gawking at me.
“Ah…I guess he really is sick.” I sighed, pouting.
- - -
“I was trying to make him wake up…otherwise I’d NEVER say it.” I snapped.
“Why are you chicken?” Tetsu asked.
“No,”
“Are you nervous about what that could really mean?” Ken asked.
“No,”
“When you said it was it a confession?” Sakura asked.
“No,”
“Do you feel weird that you like guys now?” Ken asked teasingly.
“What? NO. I don’t give a fuck who I love…” I snapped, trailing off. Did I really just say that?
“What’s the matter then?” Tetsu asked, raising an eyebrow.
“I DON’T love him.” I snapped, wondering how stupid they were.
“….He’s soo far in denial he’s drowning.” Yuki sighed.
“His lungs are about to blow up.” Ken added.
“You’re really not funny.” I said darkly.
“Hai-chan…when he fainted you were scared weren’t you?” Tetsu asked.
“Yes,” I admitted, pouting.
“And you felt bad right?” Tetsu continued to nag.
“Yes,”
“Why?” Ken asked.
“He’s my friend.” I confessed, fiddling with my shirt sleeve.
“….your friend?” Yuki asked, as he gave me a small smile.
“Yes,” I mumbled.
“That’s it?” Ken asked, raising an eyebrow.
“YES!” I snapped.
“He’s your friend but you kiss him.” Sakura stated, shaking his head.
“…It’s an act and you know it!” I snapped, sitting up from Tetsu.
“It seemed so at first, but then we noticed how often you would kiss him…and how often you initiated it.” Tetsu said casually.
“Not to mention the fact that you seem more eager to kiss him…and enjoy it more.” Sakura added, looking deep in thought.
“What?! NO I DON-“ I began, glaring at them.
“And the look on your face when you told him you loved him at the restaurant…that wasn’t fake Hai-chan.” Yuki added.
“Yes it was.” I snarled.
“No it wasn’t Hideto.” Everyone snapped at me.
“This is stupid.” I grumped, looking elsewhere.
“You’re right it is…you’re in love and you refuse to see it. Why won’t you?” Ken asked, raising an eyebrow.
“BECAUSE I HATE HIM!” I shouted, before I started crying again. “Why the fuck can’t any of you see it?”
“Because you don’t hate him anymore…and neither do we.” Tetsu replied, as I held my head.
“Sakura, can I have another drink?” I asked pitifully.
“No, you can suck it up like a man.” Sakura said bluntly. I glared at him, as I sniffed.
“Why do you have to be so mean?” I blubbered.
“We’re your friends that’s why.” Ken snorted, patting my head. “It’s not bad that you love him Hai-chan.”
“Especially since he loves you too…for god knows how long, and he won’t hurt you…because if he does I’ll fucking kill him and sell
his spine to a mad scientist.” Tetsu added, his eyes narrowing.
“Why his spine?” Sakura asked quietly.
“….Um…because?” he asked, looking around.
“Whatever…I don’t like him…he gets on my nerves.” I blubbered. “He does such stupid things, and I have to clean up after him. He teases me…and makes me do annoying and weird tasks…and people don’t like me because of him…and weirdoes hit on me because of him. He blew me when I told him I didn’t want to-“
“HE WHAT?!” They asked, their hair standing on end.
Children, alcohol is the worst thing ever discovered and whoever did needs to be stabbed in the eye…”Nothing.” I sobbed into Tetsu’s shoulder.
“Did you just say he blew you?” Sakura asked.
“Why did he do that?” Ken asked, gawking at me.
“Did you like it at least?” Yuki asked.
“Dummy it’s a BLOW JOB, whoever heard of a dislikable BLOW JOB?” Ken asked, looking at him as if he were stupid.
“Will you shut up about it?” I asked, glaring at them.
“What happened…why did he do that?” Tetsu asked, gawking at me.
“Um…Um…” I really didn’t feel like telling them how his kisses got me all hot and bothered for a reason I STILL can’t grasp, and how he chased me around his home, trying to ‘help me’ with that problem.
“Um…ummm…” everyone mocked, rolling their eyes.
“Spill it already,” Ken nagged. “I want to know why he did it…there has to be a valid reason, you just don’t blow someone out of the blue.”
“I beg to differ.” Sakura said with an impish grin.
“….ANYWAY, no NORMAL person will just blow you out of nowhere.” Tetsu added, while we all rolled our eyes at Sakura. “What happened.”
“*sniff* Promise not to laugh?” I asked meekly.
“….Awww do we HAVE to?!” they whined like children.
“YES or I WON’T tell you ANYTHING.” I snapped.
“….Oh fine…we won’t.” they muttered pouting.
- - -
Tetsu was blushing furiously, Ken was laughing hysterically, Sakura looked awestruck and Yuki was just shaking his head. “That’s not funny Ken.” I said. “And you promised.”
“….You’re so lucky Hai-chan, no one’s felt THAT obligated to me.” Tetsu mumbled blushing even more.
“That’s unusual…” Sakura said. “I guess he doesn’t love you…I guess he WORSHIPS you.”
Like the last chapter....this came out NOTHING like I thought it would....*Looks around* Oh well. XD